maigrir mourir
ariqsulu.bsky.social
maigrir mourir
@ariqsulu.bsky.social
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464 kcal midnight dinner
January 11, 2026 at 11:01 PM
i got more or less to my old weight and im able to look relatively small in XS again (unless every single piece of XS clothing i tried was too huge) but i still feel like a whale
January 11, 2026 at 2:24 AM
i love being a chud with an eating disorder what do you mean im one secodn away from ending my life because i felt immense hunger and ate a pain au chocolat at 1AM
January 11, 2026 at 2:08 AM
ive really been into skipping meals lately. no dishes fridge empty going to sleep wide awake and paranoid
January 10, 2026 at 12:37 AM
our speaker is like here are some wholesome optimistic sources for your preparation for PhD 😇 and on the slideshow black on white theres some article that says 'PhD SERIOUSLY DAMAGES YOUR HEALTH'
January 9, 2026 at 2:36 PM
ive been finding it increasingly hard to restrict once the semester has begun i cant focus on anything im constantly dizzy and i swear to god every my fucking classmate hears mu rumblling stomach
January 9, 2026 at 2:09 AM
the answer to all that is cocaine probbally ngl
January 9, 2026 at 2:08 AM
tgey shpuld invent a type of diet that gives you energy to be an adult and do your tasks as well as suppresses your appetite completely and makes you lose weight
January 9, 2026 at 2:08 AM
fasting today. i feel weak and a little bit unreal, i hope i will have enough forces to wake up in 4 hours (i have a train trip extremely early in the morning)
January 6, 2026 at 12:01 AM
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видеоигры позволяют воплощать в жизнь самые неисполнимые желания
January 5, 2026 at 3:01 AM
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I need to be fragile and effortlessly soft, something people want to protect and hold. I need to be the cold one in the room, with wrists so small you can hold both in one hand, with a body so light people gasp when they pick me up, so when I borrow clothes I look precious instead of greedy.
January 1, 2026 at 1:58 AM
im having so much grievances with food its hilarious in a way. im considering failing my masters and killingmyself because i cant eat and function
January 5, 2026 at 1:37 AM
fasting is very difficult, you feel dizzy and want to lay down 24/7
January 4, 2026 at 6:29 PM
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no one gives a fuck (enlightened)
January 4, 2026 at 2:24 PM
i know for sure i dont have body dysmoprhia because i know exactly how i look like and it makes me want to injure myself and commit suicide
January 4, 2026 at 2:26 AM
i planned to only eat a light breakfast today, got very hungry and dizzy at 10PM and decided that if i want to wake up early tomorrow and clean the apartment i needed to eat so i ordered takeout (missed my chance to go grocery shopping today). it was shit it sucked and i lost a lot of money on it
January 4, 2026 at 1:57 AM
i ended up overeating
January 2, 2026 at 10:14 PM
omad
January 2, 2026 at 5:20 PM
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year of skinny
January 2, 2026 at 12:36 AM
i want tostay under 800 kcal today god help me
January 2, 2026 at 4:44 PM
happy new year :- )
December 31, 2025 at 11:11 PM
last breakfast of the year (⁠^⁠∇⁠^⁠)⁠ノ⁠♪
December 31, 2025 at 11:40 AM
considering getting scales + food scales as a new year gift for myslelf surely it will do wonders to my mental health and my eating disorder.
December 31, 2025 at 3:39 AM
didnt eat much during my 18 hours bus trip back home but i overate today w ~400 kcal troffie w pesto and a 585 kcal chocolate bar. im allowing myself to eat normally tomorrow but after that i will lock in
December 31, 2025 at 3:35 AM
my friend told me i lost a lot of weight and that its super visible and that i look very androgynous now, god im so happy im the happiest person in the world
December 27, 2025 at 3:32 AM