archiveofourown.org/works/68829031 here's the link again sorry i suck at bsky

Gave myself a headache trying to visualise the logistics of this

Coup de'tat is great but DAMN Kwon Jiyong was such a great mini-album

He does, in fact, got the Power ✨🔥

It just becomes fiction?! A beautiful story you chanced upon, that you connected with. I love that so much. I've also read fics where I have never interacted with the subject or fandom and they have still resonated with me so much. Highly recommend diversifying fic consumption :)

Yeah!! And it's so tough when you don't have that! On a bad day it can also spiral into a "who even cares besides me" kind of insecurity which also sucks

For sure! I really want to get to a place where I can be free of insecurities about how others will feel about my writing. Writing can be so cathartic and it still is. But it's also lonely 🙁

Also I'm afraid of posting WIPs because of this exact fear and how I'm not confident in my own abilities to stick to a particular narrative.

It's a bit of both actually? I have been getting increasingly frustrated with a particular WIP (read: my only WIP) and I realised it was because I'm the only one who's read it and my own insecurities about writing are all I have to go on. One day it reads really well and the other it's trash.

It's the only way I can convince myself I'm even a half-decent writer. I need validation. And I really really wish I didn't. Anyway just wanted to share this dust-bunny of a thought that's been plaguing my brain for over a year.