I get they need to make operating revenue, but there’s no other sponsor money/donations they can use to put towards keeping fees down for memberships/show fees? 😳🤷🏼‍♀️

And a few more Gus pictures in case you’d like to know the face I currently have to leave every morning when I go to work 😭

I get that aspect and respect the profession, it just sucks when my vet changed owners and has gone toward a more “corporate feel”… I don’t want to be cheap but if I’m paying that much for diagnostics I at least want more of an answer of what could have cause it besides “I don’t know” 😬

And some goofy ones because he has never once lacked personality

Anyway before the heat made him too itchy and patchy, please enjoy some of the armature pictures I took of Zar that I’m adding to a shadow box for him

But I just don’t feel like that support gets reciprocated. Like I know they don’t know my whole backstory with him, but it’s a big loss either way and to not even get a “how are you” or “I couldn’t imagine having to make that call for my cat” check in just sucks.

I usually have something similar, but it’s like it came one time in the beginning of the year and has definitely overstayed its welcome by now 🤦🏼‍♀️ Hopefully I’m able to find time to do nothing 😅 maybe I can schedule that for next weekend lol

I don’t want to just be going through the motions right now, I want to actually want to go do things. Even if I have to do them alone!! And I don’t want to feel terrible about telling people “I’m busy” all the time because I’m busy trying to find where tf all my energy went 😬

I’m in the process with my therapist of trying to find something medication wise that might help too because even the high from having a good lesson only lasts until I get back home if I’m lucky then the spoons are gone again 😅