I just gotta watch oomfs jerk off to my ocs tbh.

can i just have a day where I feel good and happy from start to finish?? please??

I HATE being the yearner for affection.

Guys, I'm the yearner still.

...Just a shame if I wanna get the core book + the expansions it's uh, $72--

Maybe I'll just go with the core book and get the others down the line.

You're telling me I can have a JRPG that I run in my virtual tabletop, that allows for a lot of great narrative opportunities, and has some of the most interesting mechanics I've seen for a TTRPG? Ughhh I need it, I gotta run it (eventually).

Same with the expansions, it's so charming, and I can see myself running smaller scale games with this system.

For what it's worth however, I know all of this is wrong, and that my friends do care for me. But my brain is just dogshit sometimes.

Always feeling like I'm either an observer or an annoyance, no in between. Can't talk without feeling annoying, and if I don't talk I'm just that weirdo who lurks. It sucks.

Now I gotta try and not let that affect me during Lancer, fucking, cool, good. I'm so fucking miserable rn.