@arkoli.bsky.social
I finished college and it was worse than school, it wasn't fulfilling anything in my life and the new life is as shallow because I'm not in my own life yet anyway, still helping my father because we need money, like it's all tiring building and building while having no friends or feeling of progress
January 18, 2026 at 11:35 PM
I finished college and it was worse than school, it wasn't fulfilling anything in my life and the new life is as shallow because I'm not in my own life yet anyway, still helping my father because we need money, like it's all tiring building and building while having no friends or feeling of progress
If my past was better, its like everything was just leading up to me not being productive in life and its not an excuse I genuinely had a terrible school and college experience with personal issues
January 18, 2026 at 11:11 PM
If my past was better, its like everything was just leading up to me not being productive in life and its not an excuse I genuinely had a terrible school and college experience with personal issues
I wish with my current circumstances it's impossible to do anything, i can only just pass the time i have left for the day to just relax on PC or phone nothing seems possible in long term
January 18, 2026 at 8:54 PM
I wish with my current circumstances it's impossible to do anything, i can only just pass the time i have left for the day to just relax on PC or phone nothing seems possible in long term
I would but I'm bad at keeping pace with any project or schedule, I haven't even started anything i wish i could and i do appreciate your time for me I can't start something while also having it be alongside someone, I have gone moments where things fall apart quickly and don't want tydo it again.
January 3, 2026 at 12:20 AM
I would but I'm bad at keeping pace with any project or schedule, I haven't even started anything i wish i could and i do appreciate your time for me I can't start something while also having it be alongside someone, I have gone moments where things fall apart quickly and don't want tydo it again.
I know about the weather affecting the mood but it's just my mind is making me notice how unfulfilling my life has been up to this point. And I have seen alters but haven't played it yet, i will probably play it sometime later.
January 3, 2026 at 12:12 AM
I know about the weather affecting the mood but it's just my mind is making me notice how unfulfilling my life has been up to this point. And I have seen alters but haven't played it yet, i will probably play it sometime later.
I wish, everyday feels the same and when it doesn't, everything isn't going the way I want, I do have time for myself but it's like I'm feeling more down than usual
January 2, 2026 at 10:54 PM
I wish, everyday feels the same and when it doesn't, everything isn't going the way I want, I do have time for myself but it's like I'm feeling more down than usual
I understand the benefit but its just i already talked to my relatives and such about my issues and it feels like there's no point if nothing in life gets better or changes, hence why I don't feel like talking about my issues
December 30, 2025 at 11:58 PM
I understand the benefit but its just i already talked to my relatives and such about my issues and it feels like there's no point if nothing in life gets better or changes, hence why I don't feel like talking about my issues
I would but it's just, after the conversation I have to go back to living the same life doesn't matter if I have spoken about it or not
December 30, 2025 at 11:48 PM
I would but it's just, after the conversation I have to go back to living the same life doesn't matter if I have spoken about it or not
I don't, I continue living before my mind reminds me of them and I go back into feeling down again, it's a cycle I have no clue how to stop
December 30, 2025 at 11:44 PM
I don't, I continue living before my mind reminds me of them and I go back into feeling down again, it's a cycle I have no clue how to stop
Thinking about my issues has me overwhelmed, finding reasons makes it worse and thats my days on repeat when I'm not distracted by YouTube or games
December 30, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Thinking about my issues has me overwhelmed, finding reasons makes it worse and thats my days on repeat when I'm not distracted by YouTube or games
On twitter, the grok ai can now replicate art and remove watermarks, not only creating a hostile problem for everyone, it's basically a disaster on arrival. And by the soundtrack chose its basically how much betrayal can come from it similar to rocky 5
December 25, 2025 at 8:16 AM
On twitter, the grok ai can now replicate art and remove watermarks, not only creating a hostile problem for everyone, it's basically a disaster on arrival. And by the soundtrack chose its basically how much betrayal can come from it similar to rocky 5