HOT AS HELL AWOOOOO

8/8

I recognize the audacity in me asking, but please be patient with me. I have to believe I can change. I can only promise that I am doing my best.

Thank you for everything, y'all,
ArtyJayWolf

7/?

It is for that reason that I cannot properly apologize for any of my irrational actions in the past. In order to truly begin healing, I need to get out of my own way. I have been seeking professional help for months, and I am still not sure how to do that.

6/?

I cannot go on like this, and I refuse to be the sum of all my trauma any longer.

This thread was not meant to garner your pity, so show me none. This thread was meant to explain. Apologies should be backed by action, and I am currently empty-handed.

5/?

Without going into specifics, I have lied, I have faked, I have given in to my worst temptations too many times, only to admit that everything has been an act. All these actions and rumours of reprehensible, horrible behavior from me is just an act to make people despise me.

4/?

For months, I have been struggling with extremely toxic behavior as a result of years worth of trauma that I have had to endure throughout my life. That is not an excuse for my behavior within communities and content creator spaces.

3/?

However, let me be painfully clear. Let this thread in no way impact your view of anybody who is friends with me, associates with me, I've ever collabed with, or any persons or groups affiliated with me or with whom I am affiliated. Direct those emotions to me alone.

2/?

Those who know me best know that I have a lot of trauma, a lot of self-doubt, and an ability to make any explanation sound like an excuse.