wahhh thank you so so much messiah 🤎🤎🤎

than it was when we were a teenager. it's been difficult and will continue to be, for sure. but having people that love and support me.. that's something that won't ever go unappreciated. it's easy to feel alone but i know i'm not anymore. i'm not perfect but i'm better than i used to be.

i'm just really grateful to all the people in our life who've supported us, whether it be back when this shit was first happening, to now. i wouldn't be where i am if i didn't have amazing people to fall back on, especially my boyfriend. i know i can be a downer but my life really is so much better

just okay? is it worth it? is it worth it because i was sheltered and ignorant as a teenager, to harass me well into my adulthood over this? over something i've apologized for, and have actively tried my damn best to get better from? how is this worth it.

but it'll never be over. not until they think i've been punished enough. it's been almost 5 years now since the initial callouts happened and i still can't trust anyone after it. i just wish i never wrote it to begin with. i know i messed up. but how is harassing me after 5 years of this bullshit

yeah guys. did you win your woke brownie points yet because you nearly bullied me into suicide because you didn't like how i wrote your favorite little guy. that was MY. FUCKING. CHARACTER? huh? did you win the best leftist award by harassing me until i genuinely just wanted to die? fucking cool man