yall I lowkey feel so pathetic sometimes like… I hate that I wanna be a in a relationship but I do. I wanna love and be loved. I wanna feel a connection :/

So glad I wasn’t apart of my old friend group while I was going through my intense health anxiety…
they would’ve hit me with the “oh sorry about your health anxiety and feeling like you’re gonna die everyday but you really aren’t prioritizing us and fortnite :/“

yall ever just in a mood where you analyze everyone that’s ever done you wrong?

I don’t think I’m ever gonna understand people that will so openly lie about others. I’m so glad i’m in a better place mentally so I’m not on my petty shit 🧘🏻‍♀️

Update: I cried :) feeling better

I just can’t help but feel like I blew it. I spent all the years in college I should’ve been making friends and instead I spent it being so overly depressed and anxious. I’d hole myself alone in my room because I didn’t feel like I was worthy of other people’s attention

I wish I could cry but I can’t :(

Lowkey might steal this layout one day for my main. I love the purple magical vibes.

Just kinda want a hug 🫂

Lately i’ve been feeling very ostracized and weird :/

I thought the feeling would go away with my anxiety and tbh it’s definitely better but days like this I can’t help
but feel like I’ll never belong in any space.