The temptation to make pin ups today... It's very much high. But I need to work on friend's artwork first.

Vent artwork about my feelings recently. It's... a lot... Sometimes it feels too much and like I'm drowning. Like I'm left gasping for air, but no matter what my lungs wants more air that I can't give to it rn.
I'll get out eventually, but god it's hard holding out till then.

Sooooo, I'm currently making self venting artwork. Loooots of stuff going on currently and I wish things would just move faster instead.

cookie boy.......

Clawing and chewing on the self made bars of my own enclosure, mainly because I just had an ultrasound done today with me cramping bad all of sudden.
But my brain just wants to socialize, be with people, and chat.
cue me, hitting my brain with a newpaper... Cause C'mon!! No energy for socializing!

Guess who has time & energy to doodle! God It's been a long time since I last wanted to draw!
Depression had hit me hard. But now that winters here? I can feel myself getting more emergy to do stuff with!
It's really weird to personally have the opposite of what is normal for seasonal depression...

BEHOLD! My stardew Valley OC! Who I'll now be drawing porn of next time I have the energy to actively draw.
But hey, Told y'all I'd be back to doing art!

I'm 180... Not looking too god but better than most years atleast?

Have I been doing more art? Yes I have been!!! Do I post any of it? Nope, cause I'm scared of sharing my artwork with anything or anyone and I hate this fact about myself... Buuut I should have something to post within the next few days!! I have been... working on a few things.

It's my birthday today!! And my birthday wish is for people to share my art, as is social media tradition 😌💖

This is cause I'm in need. But hey! Recently left my partner and thus need funds for a mattress only.
Quick sketches are like that within the picture btw

GUESS WHO'S GOING TO FINALLY START POSTING ART HERE! I am!!!

I need to start posting art, getting myself more stabled and well known. So everytime I finish a piece? It'll be posted here. So expect some artwork from me within a few days...

Hey, it's not the best? But this is just one of the things I had energy to do recently, cause life hasn't beem kind at all to me.

I swear I need to remember to actively post here. I've just been forgetting on doing that as a whole...

my beloved