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@ashlyn.gay
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ashlyn.gay
it’s a tough burden i bear 🥀
December 26, 2025 at 4:56 AM
ashlyn.gay
i’m a bad social media user >.<
December 26, 2025 at 4:53 AM
ashlyn.gay
i’m such a lurker it’s kind of a problem
December 26, 2025 at 4:50 AM
ashlyn.gay
this tends to help
screenshot of the ios app deletion confirmation, which says Delete "X"? Deleting this app will also delete its data. Cancel | Delete yes i did in fact download x, the everything app, blaze your glory just to get this screenshot
December 25, 2025 at 1:47 AM
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cockremover.bsky.social
when they abandoned us, they abandoned *all* of us
That's the part you don't seem to get: when they abandoned us, they abandoned all of us. Rock Hudson was a beloved movie star and even personally friendly with that horrid pair of ambitious jackals. Nancy Reagan refused to help him get into the only place in the world that could treat him at the time, and he died. It was 1985, 4 years after the CDC first released papers on what would eventually become known as HIV/AIDS and 7 years after the first known death from an infection from HIV-2. Reagan hadn't even said the word AIDS by the time Hudson died. Pete Buttigieg is just a fag, and so am I. Unless I'm a dyke, which seems to depend on who's yelling what from which window and what day it is. Yes, there will be people who genuinely love and accept you. Those people are worth all the frustration of the rest, thankfully, and they're the ones who love you in a pup mask or a leather harness and a neon jock like the ones sold by the men up the row from us last weekend. They're the ones who laugh out loud when you tell them you hid the word "dyke" in your company name, the ones who love you in all your messiness and uncertainty and the way you don't fit into neat boxes all scrubbed up and clean. Most cishets, though... well, they don't actively mean you specifically any harm, at least not when they have to look at you. Not when you're right there in front of them. Maybe they'll be okay with you, personally, especially if you're the kind of gay who makes a good rhetorical device, and as long as you remain a good rhetorical device. But I need you to understand that if Pete Buttigieg is just a fag, if that human embodiment of a Wonder Bread, mayo and Oscar Meyer bologna sandwich is not respectable enough for them -- and he's not -- then the rest of us have absolutely no hope of measuring up. Not even if we trim away every colorful, beautiful piece of our community, not even if the Sisters Of Perpetual Indulgence vanish into the ether, not even if we sacrifice the five elements of vogue on the altar of white supremacist cishet middle-class conformity: we can't trim ourselves down to something they'll accept. The only other option is radical acceptance of our queer selves. The only other option is solidarity. The only other option is for fats and femme queens and drags and kinksters and queers and zine writers and sex workers and furries and addicts and kids and the ones who can look us in the eye and see all of us to say we're here, we're queer, get used to it just the way we did 30 years ago. It's revolutionary, complete and total acceptance of our entire community, not just the ones the cishets can pretend to be comfortable with as long as we don't challenge them too much, or it's conceding the shoreline inch by inch to the rising waters of fascism until we've got nowhere left to stand and some of us start drowning. That's it. Either it's all of us or it's none of us, because if we leave the answer up to the Reagans of the world and all the people who enabled him in the name of lower taxes and Democrats who wring their hands, weeping oh I don't agree with it but we'll lose the election if we fight it right now, the answer is none of us. The brunch gays can come, too, I guess.
May 7, 2025 at 3:55 AM
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cockremover.bsky.social
That what I need you to understand. The people for whom you are folding yourself into smaller and smaller boxes will never see you as anything but a freak. A queer. A dyke. A tranny. A fag. Never. These are people who will stand by and let you wither away and die alone, gasping for breath in a cinderblock room, and not even claim your ashes, and they will say you deserve it, because of your lifestyle. If they speak of you at all it will be by the wrong name, with the pictures you hate the most. They will curse at your lover, throw him out of the home you shared, and steal the gift you gave last Christmas to throw it in the trash just so he can't have it and they'll say Jesus loves you! while they do it. They'll feel good and righteous and blessed and holy and pure for doing it. And for them, you spit in the eye of your sister. For them, you disavow your sibling. For their sake, you trim away bits of your heart and lace yourself up tight. Never too loud. Never too queer. Never inconvenient or embarrassing, never asking for too much. Pete Buttigieg is what happens when your Boomer dad turns out gay. Middle America. Parents still married. Suburban-sprouted. Valedictorian. Harvard-educated. Rhodes Scholarship. Military service. More power to him: I hope he and Chasten are very happy together. Genuinely, I do. You couldn't create a more respectable gay if you grew one in a lab run by concerned voter focus groups. But Pete Buttigieg? Is just a fag.
May 7, 2025 at 3:09 AM
ashlyn.gay
it’s the tech
my very messy desk, mainly showcasing my two monitors. one is an asus pg34wcdm, which is an oled 1440p 240hz ultrawide, with an asus 1080p 144hz monitor to the right (don’t know the exact model name, sorry!)
April 14, 2025 at 1:36 AM
ashlyn.gay
okay but i just bought one because i’ve unfortunately become addicted to FFXIV, and omfg it rules

240hz@1440p on an oled monitor is just so so good
April 14, 2025 at 1:28 AM
ashlyn.gay
:)
April 5, 2025 at 10:15 PM
ashlyn.gay
flash is just an incredible song, no way around it. lmk ur thoughts !!
April 5, 2025 at 10:15 PM
ashlyn.gay
i’m ngl half the songs in it sound exactly the same as jrjrjr and i just can’t take it seriously 😭

these are the only songs i enjoyed, and it’s probably because they’re all stylistically different to jrjrjr and co.

it’s better than census designated at least 😶‍🌫️
a screenshot of apple music, showing 3 songs from jane remover’s new album, revengeseekerz, being psychoboost featuring danny brown, dancing with your eyes closed, and professional vengeance.
April 5, 2025 at 10:14 PM
ashlyn.gay
okay but what are your opinions on revengeseekerz? i have Very Strong opinions…

new 2hollis album is fire tho
April 5, 2025 at 9:52 PM
ashlyn.gay
she HATES being all cozied up like that against me 😭
November 19, 2024 at 5:10 PM
ashlyn.gay
this is just the GOP trying to make lobbying sound cool
November 15, 2024 at 1:13 PM
ashlyn.gay
thank you for being the only influencer who wants to better my life 🙏
September 4, 2024 at 9:16 PM
ashlyn.gay
MY APOLOGIES
the front brake rotor and wheel of my velotric t1 st plus, but with a hastily drawn drawn on top of the rotor
September 4, 2024 at 9:11 PM
ashlyn.gay
i don’t really have a frame of reference (haven’t seen the old model in person yet), but here’s a couple photos of the screen.

but omg going up a street effectively matching the speed of cars is exhilarating. such a big fan!
the screen of my velotric t1 st plus. there are three buttons on the left side with icons for on/off, plus, and minus. the screen itself shows my current riding mode (boost hehe), the light status, the assist level, battery charge level, speed, and the odometer, which is at 6 miles. the glossy part of the screen is about 3” corner to corner, with the functional screen real estate being about 2”. another photo of the same screen as before, but with the boot up splash. the splash screen is yellow, with the word “velotric” in the center. this photo really shows off the bezels, which are about half an inch on each side of the screen
September 4, 2024 at 8:59 PM
ashlyn.gay
thank you @juicysteak117.gay i get it now
September 4, 2024 at 8:02 PM
ashlyn.gay
frost children rocks, ur the hater…
August 15, 2024 at 2:16 PM
ashlyn.gay
big fan of naming my devices after songs i really like in that moment. as a bonus it also helps me figure out the general time i last reinstalled an OS.
July 25, 2024 at 1:49 AM