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horror, games, and horror games
killing myself 100000 times over. why I torture myself and put myself through the most gut wrenching heartache is beyond me
December 30, 2025 at 4:15 PM
it’s normal to have a nightmare where you’re screaming at your grandad when you visit your extended family for the holidays right
December 26, 2025 at 6:31 PM
first author on this paper is peppermint mocha, second author is pineapple fried rice, third is 40oz dented owala water bottle, fourth is Vaseline, and fifth is me
December 9, 2025 at 11:43 PM
waiting for the campus library spirit to possess me so I don’t have to actually be conscious for the writing of this paper
December 8, 2025 at 6:56 PM
mom said she had trust issues, I said I agreed and gave an example, mom gets mad at me and blames me for that actually and now she’ll never do that thing ever again since ? idk? this is really cool I love it when she does this whenever I express discontent with something she does
December 3, 2025 at 10:56 PM
GO, MY MENTAL ILLNESS!!! GO, MY AVERSION TO CONNECTION!!! GO, MY COMMITMENT ISSUES!!! GO, MY TENDENCY TO BURN BRIDGES!!!
November 23, 2025 at 11:25 PM
thank you youtube for the whiplash
November 23, 2025 at 4:22 AM
yall ever feel so stressed and tired that you feel feverish and like you could have a nosebleed at any second
November 19, 2025 at 9:12 PM
AAAAA AH AH AH DONT DO IT!!!
November 10, 2025 at 8:27 PM
second author on all my literature reviews is game lobby music youtube playlist by cursewurm
November 4, 2025 at 2:55 PM
torn between trying to be unbothered and trying to enjoy my night and being so pitiful and just checking my notifs over and over for a crumb of attention. I don’t normally feel like this?? I guess maybe I’m really busy and just any chance to have a break and get out means a lot to me
November 1, 2025 at 12:11 AM
WHY AM I SO SAD OVER THIS. Like my heart feels so heavy I don’t know why I’m so bothered. I’ve just been unable to do anything else but shift around and mope. I don’t want to be alone but I’m so sad now I don’t feel the motivation to do anything anymore tonight
November 1, 2025 at 12:06 AM
my sibling is on a dangerous fucking pipeline rn
October 30, 2025 at 10:32 PM
realizing I’m drifting away from friends and neglecting them. im realizing how out of the loop I am now, I don’t get updates, invites. I’m home now but what am I doing
October 22, 2025 at 2:20 AM
becoming an expert on agricultural biotech patent law
October 12, 2025 at 3:51 PM
they’re throwing me in lava today
October 7, 2025 at 3:59 PM
is it executive dysfunction when instead of getting your important work done you just kind of pace around really anxious about being unable to sit and focus on it? i'm not doing anything else thats enjoyable in its place, im just really stressed and kinda hopping around doing other misc tasks
September 22, 2025 at 11:26 PM
I’m having flashbacks
September 5, 2025 at 8:52 PM
desperately need another therapy session before my normal monthly session. but im currently unemployed and i feel like i need to save money. but holy shit i feel like im crumbling? i feel gross i feel needy and i feel like im a terrible daughter. im tearing apart my face and i dont want to be seen
August 22, 2025 at 5:42 PM
strangling myself strangling myself tearing off my skin. expelling demons
August 20, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I feel so so so stressed being back home. Really really looking forward to moving out again
August 20, 2025 at 10:44 PM
I don’t like that the day after I secretly use my roommate’s toothpaste (sensodyne) because I forgot to get more on my way home, I am getting sensodyne ads. how
August 7, 2025 at 1:38 PM
guy who’s croc says yoy story
July 25, 2025 at 6:51 PM
realizing the convenience of keeping a lab notebook. need to start doing this but with things like doctors appointments, car maintenance, and my student loans
July 24, 2025 at 1:32 PM
I think im in hell. has traveling with my parents always been like this. why is my life flashing before my eyes every couple minutes
July 19, 2025 at 11:08 PM