Astraphel
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Im gonna have at least one surgery 1/6 and will be out for 2 weeks of recovery. Ill update if I know about the other one!
Tomorrow we find out more about the cyst in the maxillary of my nose area thingy. I'm not a doctor for a reason and then we see what they recommend we do. Me and mom are 100 percent certain it's surgery. I'm not lucky enough for alternatives trust me on that 😅😭
an elderly woman is sitting in a chair and saying i 'll live ..
Alt: Sophia from Golden Girls sitting in a pink chair saying i 'll live ..
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December 11, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Tomorrow we find out more about the cyst in the maxillary of my nose area thingy. I'm not a doctor for a reason and then we see what they recommend we do. Me and mom are 100 percent certain it's surgery. I'm not lucky enough for alternatives trust me on that 😅😭
I may not be a good gamer (I cant game at all) but when I do enjoy a game I enjoy it my own way and boy does it feel good. That is why I always tell folks to just enjoy the game however they want, dont feel pressured to play a certain way because spirits know I wont be able to do it right aha
a screen that says game over and says insert coins to continue
Alt: a screen that says game over and says insert coins to continue
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December 10, 2025 at 3:30 PM
I may not be a good gamer (I cant game at all) but when I do enjoy a game I enjoy it my own way and boy does it feel good. That is why I always tell folks to just enjoy the game however they want, dont feel pressured to play a certain way because spirits know I wont be able to do it right aha
I am officially dropping out of my program and I haven't felt so relieved. I know they might try to fight me on this (I hope not because everything was paid for by my state for the one semester) but my god to be free would be amazing. I could actually recover without worrying about all of this 😭
December 9, 2025 at 5:53 PM
I am officially dropping out of my program and I haven't felt so relieved. I know they might try to fight me on this (I hope not because everything was paid for by my state for the one semester) but my god to be free would be amazing. I could actually recover without worrying about all of this 😭
Ugh I want to crochet the cute Chikorita plushies but I am so scared to try. Amigurumi looks so hard to do. I really can only do scarves and mug cozies atm. But they even have the cutest Sanrio and other things I like too. Maybe after I heal Ill give it a try with a hopefully more stable body.
December 9, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Ugh I want to crochet the cute Chikorita plushies but I am so scared to try. Amigurumi looks so hard to do. I really can only do scarves and mug cozies atm. But they even have the cutest Sanrio and other things I like too. Maybe after I heal Ill give it a try with a hopefully more stable body.
I have a confession to make. I dont usually remember what Meganium and Bayleef look like because I almost never let Chikorita evolve 🤣 I just i love my little chaos blob so much because she just got me through one of my darkest times as a kid. Gen 2 will always be a beloved game for that 💜
a cartoon character with a green leaf on its head is standing in the grass
Alt: Chikorita spinning her leaf angrily in a field of grass
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December 9, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I have a confession to make. I dont usually remember what Meganium and Bayleef look like because I almost never let Chikorita evolve 🤣 I just i love my little chaos blob so much because she just got me through one of my darkest times as a kid. Gen 2 will always be a beloved game for that 💜
I have so many things planned to watch for my recovery after my surgery for January. I got some anime planned, mostly Jane Austen, and a ton of old series for some comfort watching cant wait. Im really going to do my best to recover this time.
December 9, 2025 at 12:00 PM
I have so many things planned to watch for my recovery after my surgery for January. I got some anime planned, mostly Jane Austen, and a ton of old series for some comfort watching cant wait. Im really going to do my best to recover this time.
I noticed when Im in certain moods I want to work on certain crochet projects. Like when I need to calm down I want to make endless mug cozies or if I am feeling decent I will work on my actual projects. Feeling mug cozy atm but I know I need to fix an issue with a project.
December 9, 2025 at 2:40 AM
I noticed when Im in certain moods I want to work on certain crochet projects. Like when I need to calm down I want to make endless mug cozies or if I am feeling decent I will work on my actual projects. Feeling mug cozy atm but I know I need to fix an issue with a project.
You know what time it is? Its nap time. The blankets are warm, the weather is cold perfect time for a nap!
three cats are sleeping on top of each other and the letters zzz are on their faces
ALT: three cats are sleeping on top of each other and the letters zzz are on their faces
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December 8, 2025 at 6:42 PM
You know what time it is? Its nap time. The blankets are warm, the weather is cold perfect time for a nap!
I love how like one day you can read articles about your nose cyst and it shows other options then today its only surgery and nothing but surgery is the option like where did my other options go 😭 Let me just be delulu for awhile!
My fault for looking into it anyway D:
My fault for looking into it anyway D:
a man holding a cell phone with the caption it was just a classic case of self-sabotage
Alt: A man whose an actor from something I didnt watch wearing a black sweater spreads his hands across and a cellphone in his hand saying it was just a classic case of self-sabotage
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December 8, 2025 at 4:13 PM
I love how like one day you can read articles about your nose cyst and it shows other options then today its only surgery and nothing but surgery is the option like where did my other options go 😭 Let me just be delulu for awhile!
My fault for looking into it anyway D:
My fault for looking into it anyway D:
Movie you’ve watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Stars (Wars nor Trek), LOTR, or Marvel.
I watch this ever year a normal amount of times <3
I watch this ever year a normal amount of times <3
December 8, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Movie you’ve watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Stars (Wars nor Trek), LOTR, or Marvel.
I watch this ever year a normal amount of times <3
I watch this ever year a normal amount of times <3
Lack of sleep is really catching up to me yall I cannot wait to get this cyst thing out of me and I hope it helps resolve majority if not all of my problems 😭 I need sleeps
December 7, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Lack of sleep is really catching up to me yall I cannot wait to get this cyst thing out of me and I hope it helps resolve majority if not all of my problems 😭 I need sleeps
Ahaha i found one of the things I have been doing wrong with my mug cozies and that is I kept going under the wrong back loop at the end of the row I need to go under. Makes so much more sense now and uh actually looks a lot nicer!
December 6, 2025 at 7:12 PM
Ahaha i found one of the things I have been doing wrong with my mug cozies and that is I kept going under the wrong back loop at the end of the row I need to go under. Makes so much more sense now and uh actually looks a lot nicer!
I got my new mic and I think this different neck pillow I am going to try might work out! Felt good as I tested it so fingers crossed it can separated my right shoulder and neck. Also mom helped me clean little area I wanted to clean and oh boy it opened a pandora's box I am not ready for lol.
December 6, 2025 at 5:50 PM
I got my new mic and I think this different neck pillow I am going to try might work out! Felt good as I tested it so fingers crossed it can separated my right shoulder and neck. Also mom helped me clean little area I wanted to clean and oh boy it opened a pandora's box I am not ready for lol.
Going to take it easy this morning but cleaning an area of my room today. It’s going to be a challenge for me and my mental health even if I am only doing one spot time but it’s got to be done.
December 6, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Going to take it easy this morning but cleaning an area of my room today. It’s going to be a challenge for me and my mental health even if I am only doing one spot time but it’s got to be done.
POST YOUR FAVORITE POKEMON! this is not a drill!!!! (I do love you Clodsire I do)
December 5, 2025 at 8:22 PM
POST YOUR FAVORITE POKEMON! this is not a drill!!!! (I do love you Clodsire I do)
I fixed my first crochet mistake well! I have tried to fix mistakes before but they never actually were "fixed" but I took my time thinking it through and slowly sewed in the area and BAM I repaired the weird missing corner! Im so happy <3
bob the builder is holding a hammer and asking can we fix it ?
Alt: Bob the Builder hammering with the words in white saying Can we fix it? Yes we can!
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December 5, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I fixed my first crochet mistake well! I have tried to fix mistakes before but they never actually were "fixed" but I took my time thinking it through and slowly sewed in the area and BAM I repaired the weird missing corner! Im so happy <3
Well I knew better than to update right away to the new iphone update its acting like my passcode is wrong and it keeps not letting me in and forcing me to wait certain amounts to try again. Might be time to ditch the iphone. Honestly as long as I can talk to my mom I dont care what phone I have.
December 5, 2025 at 5:21 AM
Well I knew better than to update right away to the new iphone update its acting like my passcode is wrong and it keeps not letting me in and forcing me to wait certain amounts to try again. Might be time to ditch the iphone. Honestly as long as I can talk to my mom I dont care what phone I have.
New iPhone update sucks because of course it does. maybe it’s time to get a burner phone. Sigh. Why are the icons see through why
December 5, 2025 at 3:45 AM
New iPhone update sucks because of course it does. maybe it’s time to get a burner phone. Sigh. Why are the icons see through why
It happened again yall I got 3 new book ideas but I really love one of them that I actually sat down and plotted a chunk of it. I also decided I’m not going to do what plot dictates I must do and kill off one of the characters for sake of plot because fuck it I want the couple happy! 😡
December 5, 2025 at 3:08 AM
It happened again yall I got 3 new book ideas but I really love one of them that I actually sat down and plotted a chunk of it. I also decided I’m not going to do what plot dictates I must do and kill off one of the characters for sake of plot because fuck it I want the couple happy! 😡
This has been a week of freaking vindication yall I can’t tell you how much. I am finally getting a surgery next year to explore the possibilities of endometriosis because they found a cyst today with endometrioma and I agreed to the surgery. VINDICATION!
a man in a white shirt and tie is making a funny face and saying vinnnnnndication .
Alt: a man in a white shirt and tie is making a funny face and saying vinnnnnndication .
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December 4, 2025 at 8:52 PM
This has been a week of freaking vindication yall I can’t tell you how much. I am finally getting a surgery next year to explore the possibilities of endometriosis because they found a cyst today with endometrioma and I agreed to the surgery. VINDICATION!
Forgot to post it here but we had a bit more snow!
December 4, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Forgot to post it here but we had a bit more snow!
I’m proud of this snow video!
December 4, 2025 at 2:21 PM
I’m proud of this snow video!
I hope you all have a lovely day that is all 💜
December 2, 2025 at 11:11 AM
I hope you all have a lovely day that is all 💜
I think I let my anxiety take over today! Which means I need to just take a moment to chill and remember nothing has happened yet.
December 1, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I think I let my anxiety take over today! Which means I need to just take a moment to chill and remember nothing has happened yet.
Sooo I am without both hearing aids. Right one did not charge at all last night and left one is having some major issues and I just realized how deaf I am in my left ear and how much I cannot hear in my right. Its kind of unnerving how I just last year could hear so much better than now.
December 1, 2025 at 6:34 PM
Sooo I am without both hearing aids. Right one did not charge at all last night and left one is having some major issues and I just realized how deaf I am in my left ear and how much I cannot hear in my right. Its kind of unnerving how I just last year could hear so much better than now.