I knew I was cooked when someone showed me a picture, of myself. And I genuinely asked who it was

Tell me why the reason I actually admit all my problems to, is my friend's bad joke and their fucking reply is go buy a maid dress

Tell me why I was shaking less than an hour ago and now I'm stable as a gimbal

God I hate the feeling of hunger, I'm so used to not feeling it at all that when I actually feel it it's so weird >-<

God I fucking hate food (I don't but I still do)

Because tell me why I can't eat food without suddenly feeling like shit

God that performance went so ass, I had to improv so many lines, and I managed to time part of the choreo wrong so I was still walking to my spot when everyone was starting to dance

I had two things to remember for today's performance, not showing my scars and a fucking t-shirt.
That I had put on my damn bag, and I still somehow fucking forget the t-shirt, fml

When you have a performance tomorrow and you don't want anyone to see

#shsky

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- she/they
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- English, Norwegian, 'German'

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