i get in my head/feel really guilty abt moving/pushing stuff. it makes me feel like i'm coming off lazy/unreliable, but i know ultimately y'all care abt me & want me to be healthy/back to baseline. thank you for giving me grace. i'll try to get back on another night before friday this week. sorry 💜😔

ty capy! i've been staying on top of my hydration with my little pedialyte mixes and once the initial wave was done i spent the next like 20 out of 24 hours asleep and i think that did wonders to speed me along. we'll get there! think i'll be back in business come tomorrow 💜

still not 100% back to baseline, & while i feel more okay than i have, i don't think i have the energy to be "on" for stream tonight so we will pick back up this week with more elden ring & spyro 2 starting tomorrow! i'm sorry, i know things have been wonky w/ everything going on. see you tomorrow!

alright bbs, no stream tonight. i’m sorry again for all the stop and go the last couple days, i’ll try and come on thursday evening to say happy new year to everybody 💜💜💜 please have a safe and happy new year and i will see you in 2026!!

one recipe is kind of old school. almost like an amish sugar cookie. vanilla, cream of tartar, sugar, butter, eggs, crisco, flour, etc. nice and soft but still substantial. and the others were gingerbread!!