there's a mountain pile of used tissues after wiping my tears im wasting too many

now I feel nothing, just emptiness. Void. Maybe now, I can sleep, in peace

I'm worrying about the future while I can't handle the present

the dilemma of continuing or not is stressing me out, I'm such a coward. I'm a loser, I can't go through with either plans why can't I just be pushed over the line, I don't want my family to cry

hello world!