idk where Akechi and I end up i just know at the end she’s quietly hanging around and neither of us look at each other
but …I know she helped?
somehow?

this totally isn’t a sign or anything clearly i’m massively sane right now.

in the dream it’s this girl that helps me get over Akechi
cuz in the dream somehow billy is there and i told him about this girl and he’s like “I guess this means you’re over her” and I don’t comment

later on in the dream i’m hanging with her mother cuz of course
and i know her friends so her friends hang around with me and we all just…miss her
the dream ends with us all hanging out and doing some goofy game she came up with via potatoes?
and it cuts to her somewhere living peacefully

i see her letter and of course you know

anyway in the dream it’s kinda like ….monologue’d? basically her saying if life had been different if circumstances could change
she woulda chosen me
she would have stayed with me
my letter just simply said i loved her and knew i was going to

“i know you’re leaving something behind don’t question if i got it or read it. don’t wait. just go.”
and when i got back
she was gone
on the table there’s a letter
in her car on the backseat is my letter to her
in the dream she gets in and sees it and bursts into tears

she’s getting emotional and i know she’s thinking of bailing so i tell her “don’t think about me. think about your kids what you’re doing for them. i’m gonna leave but when i get back i want you to be gone from this table” (we went to dinner)

anyway the girl is in a bad situation so she ends up having to leave
i can’t go with her
and she can’t take me with her or tell me where she’s going
so yeah naturally like any other part of a movie there’s a final get together