Awkward Aquamarine
@awkwardaquamarine.bsky.social
Introverted wordsmith (INFP). Appreciator of (i.e., nerdy for) poetry, art, music, movies, and shows. No pronouns required.
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Awkward Poetry | "Never Enough"
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"The best cure for the body is a quiet mind." (Napoleon Bonaparte)
#anxiety
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"The best cure for the body is a quiet mind." (Napoleon Bonaparte)
#anxiety
#AwkwardPoetry
#AwkwardAquamarine
January 7, 2026 at 6:53 AM
Awkward Poetry | "Never Enough"
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"The best cure for the body is a quiet mind." (Napoleon Bonaparte)
#anxiety
#AwkwardPoetry
#AwkwardAquamarine
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"The best cure for the body is a quiet mind." (Napoleon Bonaparte)
#anxiety
#AwkwardPoetry
#AwkwardAquamarine
Beyond Exhausted 3: Never Enough
There is a fatigue so great that the body cries, even in its sleep. —Honoré de Balzac How many times does my heart have to break for it to heal?How many oceans of tears do I have to shed to be numb?How many voids do I have to scream from to be heard?How many…
There is a fatigue so great that the body cries, even in its sleep. —Honoré de Balzac How many times does my heart have to break for it to heal?How many oceans of tears do I have to shed to be numb?How many voids do I have to scream from to be heard?How many…
Beyond Exhausted 3: Never Enough
There is a fatigue so great that the body cries, even in its sleep. —Honoré de Balzac How many times does my heart have to break for it to heal?How many oceans of tears do I have to shed to be numb?How many voids do I have to scream from to be heard?How many abysses do I have to stare into to be seen?
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January 3, 2026 at 5:55 PM
Beyond Exhausted 3: Never Enough
There is a fatigue so great that the body cries, even in its sleep. —Honoré de Balzac How many times does my heart have to break for it to heal?How many oceans of tears do I have to shed to be numb?How many voids do I have to scream from to be heard?How many…
There is a fatigue so great that the body cries, even in its sleep. —Honoré de Balzac How many times does my heart have to break for it to heal?How many oceans of tears do I have to shed to be numb?How many voids do I have to scream from to be heard?How many…
Just when I thought FB couldn't sink any lower or be even greedier, they roll out this batshit policy. Whatever! Who needs followers anyway. 😤😠
🎶🎵 Song credits: "Back in Black" AC/DC, Bonfire (1997)
#AwkwardRants
#FBSUCKS
#ExtremeAvarice
🎶🎵 Song credits: "Back in Black" AC/DC, Bonfire (1997)
#AwkwardRants
#FBSUCKS
#ExtremeAvarice
December 10, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Just when I thought FB couldn't sink any lower or be even greedier, they roll out this batshit policy. Whatever! Who needs followers anyway. 😤😠
🎶🎵 Song credits: "Back in Black" AC/DC, Bonfire (1997)
#AwkwardRants
#FBSUCKS
#ExtremeAvarice
🎶🎵 Song credits: "Back in Black" AC/DC, Bonfire (1997)
#AwkwardRants
#FBSUCKS
#ExtremeAvarice
"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart." (Helen Keller)
🎵🎶Song credit: "Farewell" Raymond Lauchengco, Raymond Lauchengco (2008)
#AwkwardShorts
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
🎵🎶Song credit: "Farewell" Raymond Lauchengco, Raymond Lauchengco (2008)
#AwkwardShorts
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
December 2, 2025 at 6:25 PM
"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart." (Helen Keller)
🎵🎶Song credit: "Farewell" Raymond Lauchengco, Raymond Lauchengco (2008)
#AwkwardShorts
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
🎵🎶Song credit: "Farewell" Raymond Lauchengco, Raymond Lauchengco (2008)
#AwkwardShorts
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
"When we die, we turn into stories. And every time someone tells one of those stories, it's like we're still here for them. We're all stories in the end." (Olivia Crain, The Haunting of Bly Manor)
#AwkwardStories
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#AwkwardStories
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STORYTIME | Incorrigible #awkwardaquamarine #awkwardstories
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November 9, 2025 at 6:26 AM
"When we die, we turn into stories. And every time someone tells one of those stories, it's like we're still here for them. We're all stories in the end." (Olivia Crain, The Haunting of Bly Manor)
#AwkwardStories
#AwkwardAquamarine
#AwkwardStories
#AwkwardAquamarine
Jacer: Core Memories
The past beats inside me like a second heart. —John Banville, The Sea Whenever I think of you, the memories come flooding back, unbidden but not unwelcome. I REMEMBER...during our senior year in high school, you started chatting with me about Matchbox 20, Savage Garden, and…
The past beats inside me like a second heart. —John Banville, The Sea Whenever I think of you, the memories come flooding back, unbidden but not unwelcome. I REMEMBER...during our senior year in high school, you started chatting with me about Matchbox 20, Savage Garden, and…
Jacer: Core Memories
The past beats inside me like a second heart. —John Banville, The Sea Whenever I think of you, the memories come flooding back, unbidden but not unwelcome. I REMEMBER...during our senior year in high school, you started chatting with me about Matchbox 20, Savage Garden, and Linkin Park. We had heated discussions about music, and I flatly refused to accept your vehement declarations that Linkin Park is a boy band instead of an alternative band (
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September 23, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Jacer: Core Memories
The past beats inside me like a second heart. —John Banville, The Sea Whenever I think of you, the memories come flooding back, unbidden but not unwelcome. I REMEMBER...during our senior year in high school, you started chatting with me about Matchbox 20, Savage Garden, and…
The past beats inside me like a second heart. —John Banville, The Sea Whenever I think of you, the memories come flooding back, unbidden but not unwelcome. I REMEMBER...during our senior year in high school, you started chatting with me about Matchbox 20, Savage Garden, and…
STORYTIME | My Blue Finger
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September 15, 2025 at 11:16 AM
My Blue Finger
Happiness is the highest form of health. —Dalai Lama CTTO: SageJournals, BioRender.com Yesterday, I was washing dishes in the sink when I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. As I examined it, I saw it swelling rapidly. My immediate thought was I might've been bitten by an…
Happiness is the highest form of health. —Dalai Lama CTTO: SageJournals, BioRender.com Yesterday, I was washing dishes in the sink when I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. As I examined it, I saw it swelling rapidly. My immediate thought was I might've been bitten by an…
My Blue Finger
Happiness is the highest form of health. —Dalai Lama CTTO: SageJournals, BioRender.com Yesterday, I was washing dishes in the sink when I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. As I examined it, I saw it swelling rapidly. My immediate thought was I might've been bitten by an ant or a spider, so I massaged the area to relieve the pain, as I often do.
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September 10, 2025 at 10:07 PM
My Blue Finger
Happiness is the highest form of health. —Dalai Lama CTTO: SageJournals, BioRender.com Yesterday, I was washing dishes in the sink when I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. As I examined it, I saw it swelling rapidly. My immediate thought was I might've been bitten by an…
Happiness is the highest form of health. —Dalai Lama CTTO: SageJournals, BioRender.com Yesterday, I was washing dishes in the sink when I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. As I examined it, I saw it swelling rapidly. My immediate thought was I might've been bitten by an…
Beautiful animation, great character designs, and stunning visuals with mediocre story and aggresively poppy songs. I don't enjoy kpop at all. Not my cuppa tea.
Rating: 🤮🤮🤮
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Rating: 🤮🤮🤮
#aquamarinereviews
#awkwardaquamarine
September 7, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Beautiful animation, great character designs, and stunning visuals with mediocre story and aggresively poppy songs. I don't enjoy kpop at all. Not my cuppa tea.
Rating: 🤮🤮🤮
#aquamarinereviews
#awkwardaquamarine
Rating: 🤮🤮🤮
#aquamarinereviews
#awkwardaquamarine
Movie Review: Press Play
Tell your friend that in his death, a part of you dies and goes with him. Wherever he goes, you also go. He will not be alone. —Jiddu Krishnamurti If you could go back in time to save someone you love from certain death, would you? This is the exact premise of this movie.…
Tell your friend that in his death, a part of you dies and goes with him. Wherever he goes, you also go. He will not be alone. —Jiddu Krishnamurti If you could go back in time to save someone you love from certain death, would you? This is the exact premise of this movie.…
Movie Review: Press Play
Tell your friend that in his death, a part of you dies and goes with him. Wherever he goes, you also go. He will not be alone. —Jiddu Krishnamurti If you could go back in time to save someone you love from certain death, would you? This is the exact premise of this movie. And while it's almost banal in its simplicity, I find myself ugly crying 20 minutes into watching it and kept bawling all the way through to the end.
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August 26, 2025 at 8:57 PM
Movie Review: Press Play
Tell your friend that in his death, a part of you dies and goes with him. Wherever he goes, you also go. He will not be alone. —Jiddu Krishnamurti If you could go back in time to save someone you love from certain death, would you? This is the exact premise of this movie.…
Tell your friend that in his death, a part of you dies and goes with him. Wherever he goes, you also go. He will not be alone. —Jiddu Krishnamurti If you could go back in time to save someone you love from certain death, would you? This is the exact premise of this movie.…
"Closure is just as delusive—it is the false hope that we can deaden our living grief." (Stephen Grosz)
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Alanis Morissette, “Uninvited" MTV Unplugged (1999)
#awkwardcovers
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Alanis Morissette, “Uninvited" MTV Unplugged (1999)
#awkwardcovers
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
COVER | Alanis Morissette - Uninvited
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July 9, 2025 at 11:46 AM
"Closure is just as delusive—it is the false hope that we can deaden our living grief." (Stephen Grosz)
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Alanis Morissette, “Uninvited" MTV Unplugged (1999)
#awkwardcovers
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Alanis Morissette, “Uninvited" MTV Unplugged (1999)
#awkwardcovers
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
“No need to hurry. No need to sparkle. No need to be anybody but oneself.”
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Jewel, “Foolish Games" Pieces of You (1995)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Jewel, “Foolish Games" Pieces of You (1995)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
July 4, 2025 at 3:38 PM
“No need to hurry. No need to sparkle. No need to be anybody but oneself.”
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Jewel, “Foolish Games" Pieces of You (1995)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
🎵🎶 SONG CREDITS: Jewel, “Foolish Games" Pieces of You (1995)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardaquamarine
#musictherapy
"The paradox of trauma is that it has both the power to destroy and the power to transform and resurrect." (Peter A. Levine)
🎵🎶Song credits: Ashley Johnson, "Winter Anymore" Critical Role's Winter's Crest Holiday Album (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)
#AwkwardAquamarine
#AwkwardLyrics
#CriticalRole
🎵🎶Song credits: Ashley Johnson, "Winter Anymore" Critical Role's Winter's Crest Holiday Album (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)
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#AwkwardLyrics
#CriticalRole
LYRIC VIDEO | Winter Anymore
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June 16, 2025 at 4:27 PM
"The paradox of trauma is that it has both the power to destroy and the power to transform and resurrect." (Peter A. Levine)
🎵🎶Song credits: Ashley Johnson, "Winter Anymore" Critical Role's Winter's Crest Holiday Album (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)
#AwkwardAquamarine
#AwkwardLyrics
#CriticalRole
🎵🎶Song credits: Ashley Johnson, "Winter Anymore" Critical Role's Winter's Crest Holiday Album (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐)
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#AwkwardLyrics
#CriticalRole
When it's 2am and you, a chronic insomniac, are bored to tears but the internet is down for the entire day... 🥴🎙️🤳
🎶🎵Song credits: Rachael Yamagata, "Be Be Your Love" Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants OST (2005)
#musictherapy
#awkwardaquamarine
🎶🎵Song credits: Rachael Yamagata, "Be Be Your Love" Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants OST (2005)
#musictherapy
#awkwardaquamarine
May 24, 2025 at 2:03 PM
When it's 2am and you, a chronic insomniac, are bored to tears but the internet is down for the entire day... 🥴🎙️🤳
🎶🎵Song credits: Rachael Yamagata, "Be Be Your Love" Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants OST (2005)
#musictherapy
#awkwardaquamarine
🎶🎵Song credits: Rachael Yamagata, "Be Be Your Love" Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants OST (2005)
#musictherapy
#awkwardaquamarine
"Life is short and the older you get, the more you feel it. Indeed, the shorter it is. People lose their capacity to walk, run, travel, think, and experience life. I realise how important it is to use the time I have." (Viggo Mortensen)
#awkwardaquamarine
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
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#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
May 10, 2025 at 12:39 PM
"Life is short and the older you get, the more you feel it. Indeed, the shorter it is. People lose their capacity to walk, run, travel, think, and experience life. I realise how important it is to use the time I have." (Viggo Mortensen)
#awkwardaquamarine
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
#awkwardaquamarine
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
So 3 weeks ago, I had no idea who Aleks Le was until he showed up as a guest PC in #CriticalRole 3-part miniseries #WildemountWildlings. As the voice actor for the MC in #SoloLeveling, he elevated himself to legendary status not with his VA & control over his character. Sub is better.
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
April 23, 2025 at 8:21 AM
So 3 weeks ago, I had no idea who Aleks Le was until he showed up as a guest PC in #CriticalRole 3-part miniseries #WildemountWildlings. As the voice actor for the MC in #SoloLeveling, he elevated himself to legendary status not with his VA & control over his character. Sub is better.
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐
This Could Be It
To photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy. —Henri Cartier-Bresson Time stretches onLike a rubber band trying to reach its limits…
To photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy. —Henri Cartier-Bresson Time stretches onLike a rubber band trying to reach its limits…
This Could Be It
To photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy. —Henri Cartier-Bresson Time stretches onLike a rubber band trying to reach its limits Heart heavy with past hurtsThrumming steadily in my ears Head as fuzzy as cotton candy…
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April 18, 2025 at 5:45 PM
This Could Be It
To photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy. —Henri Cartier-Bresson Time stretches onLike a rubber band trying to reach its limits…
To photograph is to hold one's breath, when all faculties converge to capture fleeting reality. It's at that precise moment that mastering an image becomes a great physical and intellectual joy. —Henri Cartier-Bresson Time stretches onLike a rubber band trying to reach its limits…
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." (Anais Nin)
🎵🎶Song credits: "Through the Years" Rascal Flatts, Tribute to Kenny Rogers (2020)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
#awkwardaquamarine
🎵🎶Song credits: "Through the Years" Rascal Flatts, Tribute to Kenny Rogers (2020)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
#awkwardaquamarine
March 21, 2025 at 2:43 PM
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." (Anais Nin)
🎵🎶Song credits: "Through the Years" Rascal Flatts, Tribute to Kenny Rogers (2020)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
#awkwardaquamarine
🎵🎶Song credits: "Through the Years" Rascal Flatts, Tribute to Kenny Rogers (2020)
#awkwardshorts
#awkwardreels
#awkwardaquamarine
“A sister is like yourself in a different movie, a movie that stars you in a different life.”—Deborah Tannen
🎶🎵Song prelude: Adele, "Someone Like You" 21 (2011)
🎶🎵Song prelude: Adele, "Someone Like You" 21 (2011)
March 5, 2025 at 5:30 AM
“A sister is like yourself in a different movie, a movie that stars you in a different life.”—Deborah Tannen
🎶🎵Song prelude: Adele, "Someone Like You" 21 (2011)
🎶🎵Song prelude: Adele, "Someone Like You" 21 (2011)
"Mothers are ineffable, their prayers the driving force beneath our wings; their discipline, the magnet for honor—irreplaceable love!"
—Henriettta Newton Martin
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Song credit: "Safe in a Crazy World" Corrinne May, Safe in a Crazy World (2005)
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—Henriettta Newton Martin
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Song credit: "Safe in a Crazy World" Corrinne May, Safe in a Crazy World (2005)
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TRIBUTE | Mom @ 72
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February 21, 2025 at 5:24 PM
"Mothers are ineffable, their prayers the driving force beneath our wings; their discipline, the magnet for honor—irreplaceable love!"
—Henriettta Newton Martin
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Song credit: "Safe in a Crazy World" Corrinne May, Safe in a Crazy World (2005)
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
—Henriettta Newton Martin
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Song credit: "Safe in a Crazy World" Corrinne May, Safe in a Crazy World (2005)
#AwkwardTributes
#AwkwardAquamarine
Because global affairs keep getting more depressing, desperate, and dire with each passing day, I'm here praying—nay, begging for tolerance and empathy. Live and let live! 🌍🕊️🌈
#AwkwardCovers
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#AwkwardCovers
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COVER | John Lennon - Imagine
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February 14, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Because global affairs keep getting more depressing, desperate, and dire with each passing day, I'm here praying—nay, begging for tolerance and empathy. Live and let live! 🌍🕊️🌈
#AwkwardCovers
#AwkwardAquamarine
#AwkwardCovers
#AwkwardAquamarine
Update: The jinx has seemingly been lifted yesterday. No car trouble, just a smooth ride. So me and cars can coexist again...hopefully. 😜🤞
#cartroubles
#jinxed
#cartroubles
#jinxed
February 4, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Update: The jinx has seemingly been lifted yesterday. No car trouble, just a smooth ride. So me and cars can coexist again...hopefully. 😜🤞
#cartroubles
#jinxed
#cartroubles
#jinxed
Car trouble timeline
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* 12-4-23: We got rear-ended by a bus on the way to the city for Mom & Dad's medical checkup.
* 6-26-24: Engine just stopped in the middle of the road. Dad's car is totaled.
* 11-26-24: Front tire blew out on bro's car on our way home.
#cartroubles
#jinxed
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* 12-4-23: We got rear-ended by a bus on the way to the city for Mom & Dad's medical checkup.
* 6-26-24: Engine just stopped in the middle of the road. Dad's car is totaled.
* 11-26-24: Front tire blew out on bro's car on our way home.
#cartroubles
#jinxed
February 4, 2025 at 8:39 AM
Car trouble timeline
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* 12-4-23: We got rear-ended by a bus on the way to the city for Mom & Dad's medical checkup.
* 6-26-24: Engine just stopped in the middle of the road. Dad's car is totaled.
* 11-26-24: Front tire blew out on bro's car on our way home.
#cartroubles
#jinxed
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* 12-4-23: We got rear-ended by a bus on the way to the city for Mom & Dad's medical checkup.
* 6-26-24: Engine just stopped in the middle of the road. Dad's car is totaled.
* 11-26-24: Front tire blew out on bro's car on our way home.
#cartroubles
#jinxed
Prolly be the last AI lyric video I make about my beloved CR content for a while as campaign 3 wraps up. Can't wait for TLoVM S4.
Song credits: Matthew Mercer, "Ruby" The Legend of Vox Machina OST (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐) S3 album
Character art credit: Crit Recap Animated
#shorts
#CriticalRole
#AwkwardShorts
Song credits: Matthew Mercer, "Ruby" The Legend of Vox Machina OST (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐) S3 album
Character art credit: Crit Recap Animated
#shorts
#CriticalRole
#AwkwardShorts
LYRIC VIDEO | Ruby (End Credits) #criticalrole #awkwardshorts #leagueoflegends
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January 28, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Prolly be the last AI lyric video I make about my beloved CR content for a while as campaign 3 wraps up. Can't wait for TLoVM S4.
Song credits: Matthew Mercer, "Ruby" The Legend of Vox Machina OST (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐) S3 album
Character art credit: Crit Recap Animated
#shorts
#CriticalRole
#AwkwardShorts
Song credits: Matthew Mercer, "Ruby" The Legend of Vox Machina OST (⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐) S3 album
Character art credit: Crit Recap Animated
#shorts
#CriticalRole
#AwkwardShorts