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Christmas egg reporting
December 24, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Christmas egg reporting
other adventures in entertaining a six year old at Christmas include taking free commissions, I guess. Thank god for procreate and five frame animations lmao
December 24, 2025 at 12:35 PM
other adventures in entertaining a six year old at Christmas include taking free commissions, I guess. Thank god for procreate and five frame animations lmao
my last day of trying to entertain a six year old with the antics of a plastic elf… do you think the hotel cleaning staff will be ok with my attempt at diy ice? 🥴
(Holly the elf got into the Christmas snacks to refuel for her long trip to the North Pole)
(Holly the elf got into the Christmas snacks to refuel for her long trip to the North Pole)
December 24, 2025 at 8:56 AM
my last day of trying to entertain a six year old with the antics of a plastic elf… do you think the hotel cleaning staff will be ok with my attempt at diy ice? 🥴
(Holly the elf got into the Christmas snacks to refuel for her long trip to the North Pole)
(Holly the elf got into the Christmas snacks to refuel for her long trip to the North Pole)
having anxiety and panic attacks my doctor prescribed me Valium today but I baked these rly pretty croissants filled with Nutella so it all balances out in the end
December 11, 2025 at 5:38 AM
having anxiety and panic attacks my doctor prescribed me Valium today but I baked these rly pretty croissants filled with Nutella so it all balances out in the end
accidentally got the flu (not that anyone intentionally gets the flu… I hope) right after the chemo and my GOD the tiredness I feel in my body sgsghdjfkh it creeps up on me and hits me like a fucking truck
December 8, 2025 at 8:33 PM
accidentally got the flu (not that anyone intentionally gets the flu… I hope) right after the chemo and my GOD the tiredness I feel in my body sgsghdjfkh it creeps up on me and hits me like a fucking truck
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HURT HELLO
Tomorrow is my first day of a new cycle of ICE chemo, and I’ve been feeling a weird anticipatory grief about it that’s only been getting worse. In the past few hours I’ve broken out in what I can only describe as nervous hives?? lmao I love it here
November 26, 2025 at 4:42 PM
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HURT HELLO
Tomorrow is my first day of a new cycle of ICE chemo, and I’ve been feeling a weird anticipatory grief about it that’s only been getting worse. In the past few hours I’ve broken out in what I can only describe as nervous hives?? lmao I love it here
November 23, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Tomorrow is my first day of a new cycle of ICE chemo, and I’ve been feeling a weird anticipatory grief about it that’s only been getting worse. In the past few hours I’ve broken out in what I can only describe as nervous hives?? lmao I love it here
Feeling an immovable blanket of sadness over me lately and I’m not entirely sure why. I think… perhaps… the idea of starting chemo again is subconsciously unsettling me, even though consciously I’ve made peace with it, especially since a lot of my symptoms have come back the past couple of weeks.
November 9, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Feeling an immovable blanket of sadness over me lately and I’m not entirely sure why. I think… perhaps… the idea of starting chemo again is subconsciously unsettling me, even though consciously I’ve made peace with it, especially since a lot of my symptoms have come back the past couple of weeks.
I think a lot about the lengths men will go to be able to brag about being better than each other
68 years ago today, Laika the dog was launched into space by the Soviet Union to become the first animal to orbit the Earth.
No plans were made for her return and she died a few hours later due to overheating and stress.
No plans were made for her return and she died a few hours later due to overheating and stress.
November 4, 2025 at 8:41 AM
I think a lot about the lengths men will go to be able to brag about being better than each other
Still feeling weirdly vomity from the contrast for my CT scan this morning (I super don’t like the taste lol) and the reason this is VERY SAD to me is I have pistachio cheesecake calling to meeee
November 4, 2025 at 8:39 AM
Still feeling weirdly vomity from the contrast for my CT scan this morning (I super don’t like the taste lol) and the reason this is VERY SAD to me is I have pistachio cheesecake calling to meeee
Ok I think I’ve decided even though I honestly don’t like the decision I’ve made LMAO
November 2, 2025 at 1:22 AM
Ok I think I’ve decided even though I honestly don’t like the decision I’ve made LMAO
hello I made salad with roast pumpkin, feta, and avocado 🥰 and a blood orange saffron dressing which I made FAR too much of but we vibe
November 1, 2025 at 8:11 AM
hello I made salad with roast pumpkin, feta, and avocado 🥰 and a blood orange saffron dressing which I made FAR too much of but we vibe
The way that I urgently need someone to vent to as a way of processing and thinking about my treatment but I also HATE trauma dumping, especially because no one really knows what to say. Depressing.
October 31, 2025 at 6:49 PM
The way that I urgently need someone to vent to as a way of processing and thinking about my treatment but I also HATE trauma dumping, especially because no one really knows what to say. Depressing.
the radiation oncologist yesterday was like how are you finding it mentally and I just laughed lmao
October 28, 2025 at 8:53 PM
the radiation oncologist yesterday was like how are you finding it mentally and I just laughed lmao
radiation oncologist said she thinks there’s a good chance radiation would treat what’s left of the cancer, as the scan doesn’t show large amounts of it or uncontrollable spread, but I have to have my appt with the medical oncologist to discuss chemo options as well. then the weekend to decide
October 28, 2025 at 10:24 AM
radiation oncologist said she thinks there’s a good chance radiation would treat what’s left of the cancer, as the scan doesn’t show large amounts of it or uncontrollable spread, but I have to have my appt with the medical oncologist to discuss chemo options as well. then the weekend to decide
well shit, it’s Tuesday 🥹
My appointment discussing next steps/further treatment was rescheduled to next week and split into two appointments, so now I have a treatment with a radiation specialist on Tuesday and one with the chemo specialist on Friday. Yaaayyy 🥴
October 27, 2025 at 5:35 PM
well shit, it’s Tuesday 🥹
My appointment discussing next steps/further treatment was rescheduled to next week and split into two appointments, so now I have a treatment with a radiation specialist on Tuesday and one with the chemo specialist on Friday. Yaaayyy 🥴
October 24, 2025 at 11:34 AM
My appointment discussing next steps/further treatment was rescheduled to next week and split into two appointments, so now I have a treatment with a radiation specialist on Tuesday and one with the chemo specialist on Friday. Yaaayyy 🥴
actually felt semi human today can I get some hype in chat
October 12, 2025 at 9:24 AM
actually felt semi human today can I get some hype in chat
the horrors persist but god I wish I didn’t have to
October 10, 2025 at 11:42 AM
the horrors persist but god I wish I didn’t have to
1600 days tho! (free from self harm yeyeye)
October 9, 2025 at 7:28 PM
1600 days tho! (free from self harm yeyeye)
I really am struggling to break myself out of the funk after finding out about more chemo lol
October 8, 2025 at 7:38 PM
I really am struggling to break myself out of the funk after finding out about more chemo lol
I think the problem is I read the notes sent to my doctor and it’s actually worse than what they said at the hospital appointment and I’m just…
October 4, 2025 at 10:30 AM
I think the problem is I read the notes sent to my doctor and it’s actually worse than what they said at the hospital appointment and I’m just…