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安坂星海 Azaka || VTuber
@azaka.fun
‧₊˚ ⋅ Indie Comfy VTuber
⊹˚. Employed Threat Intel Researcher
♡‧₊˚ SynthV-P-wannabe
🎨: @jamama666.bsky.social / @MomoiroKohi / @justNovaj
🖌️: #artsyaz
🐦: x.com/azakasekai_

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maybe I should ban myself from social media and working on covers for a few weeks
December 2, 2025 at 8:43 PM
At the same time, I'm not really sure what I could and should do about it. I both want to fix the downward spiraling metrics, and also not worry about the metrics at the same time. It's been a constant conflict in my head throughout the entire year
December 2, 2025 at 8:21 PM
man idk everything's gone down the drain in 2025 in terms of my online careers
December 2, 2025 at 8:09 PM
youtu.be/H5xdlbf9e3o
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
🎨 x.com/JellyRexart
🎞️ x.com/vhkry_
🎶 x.com/AzakaSekai_
x.com
December 1, 2025 at 11:01 AM
some of y'all think too highly of me I barely know what I'm doing in life

like there are so many more things I wish I could do or be better at, specifically for vocalsynths I wish I could actually make original music or make really funky and cool tuning
November 23, 2025 at 9:21 PM
like don't get me wrong I still actively make covers because I like them and want to show them to the world, but I can still be down about the dwindling performance - they're not mutually exclusive
November 22, 2025 at 9:08 PM
in other news I don't know what to do about the dwindling views for the cover content it just makes me feel like I'm not doing good enough despite the positive comments

like maybe that really is the case
November 22, 2025 at 9:05 PM
I need to set up a rule for myself to never doompost on my Twitter account I'm nuking all of them
November 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
anyways when I wake up in 4 hours I'm gonna feel fine again and pretend nothing's happened
November 22, 2025 at 8:52 PM
sometimes I wanna express my feelings to the wider public like on Twitter but no one likes listening to what my brittle feeling has to say and there's enough negativity as is in the world. and it's just like, "ok what's there to say?" there's nothing people can say and it just maddens everyone
November 22, 2025 at 8:48 PM
I want to talk to someone about it but I can't - the only place I can is on the internet to complete strangers when my brain feels like it.
November 22, 2025 at 8:43 PM