Azkadelya
@azkadelya.bsky.social
A person trying to survive. LGBTQIA+ Artist with invisible disabilities. BPD Baddie. Healing out loud, don't mind the mess!
I don't want a normal life.
March 22, 2025 at 8:05 PM
I don't want a normal life.
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In the almost certainly misplaced hope that it will do some good, I’m going to explain why your medical thing needs to NOT DO THIS.
March 13, 2025 at 7:43 AM
In the almost certainly misplaced hope that it will do some good, I’m going to explain why your medical thing needs to NOT DO THIS.
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So many men will become vocal about “girl’s sports” when talking about trans kids, but they’ve never raised money for girl athletes or watched girl athletes perform or made sure girl athletes had uniforms or a safe coach or transportation.
Makes me think it’s not really about girl’s sports…
Makes me think it’s not really about girl’s sports…
March 18, 2025 at 3:38 PM
So many men will become vocal about “girl’s sports” when talking about trans kids, but they’ve never raised money for girl athletes or watched girl athletes perform or made sure girl athletes had uniforms or a safe coach or transportation.
Makes me think it’s not really about girl’s sports…
Makes me think it’s not really about girl’s sports…
The way that weed helps me dissociate & not feel the pain feels like a blessing & a curse some days.
March 19, 2025 at 3:10 PM
The way that weed helps me dissociate & not feel the pain feels like a blessing & a curse some days.
I wish more days where the symptoms aren't as bad for all you fellow chronic illness baddies 💚
March 13, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I wish more days where the symptoms aren't as bad for all you fellow chronic illness baddies 💚
Ever just feel... off?
And like you can't pinpoint why? 🤔
And like you can't pinpoint why? 🤔
March 9, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Ever just feel... off?
And like you can't pinpoint why? 🤔
And like you can't pinpoint why? 🤔
Cannabis is medicine!!
I got to have a smoke sesh with my buddy last night & I haven't had a seizure since!
After 3 days of 30 or more.. this feels amazing. I'm trying not to overdo it lol
I got to have a smoke sesh with my buddy last night & I haven't had a seizure since!
After 3 days of 30 or more.. this feels amazing. I'm trying not to overdo it lol
March 8, 2025 at 8:09 PM
Cannabis is medicine!!
I got to have a smoke sesh with my buddy last night & I haven't had a seizure since!
After 3 days of 30 or more.. this feels amazing. I'm trying not to overdo it lol
I got to have a smoke sesh with my buddy last night & I haven't had a seizure since!
After 3 days of 30 or more.. this feels amazing. I'm trying not to overdo it lol
I am officially awkward at smiling with my teeth because it's been years with a broken front tooth.
But it's so pretty noooww!
But it's so pretty noooww!
March 7, 2025 at 11:09 PM
I am officially awkward at smiling with my teeth because it's been years with a broken front tooth.
But it's so pretty noooww!
But it's so pretty noooww!
MY FRONT TEETH LOOK SO GOOOOOD NOOWW!!!!
March 7, 2025 at 10:30 PM
MY FRONT TEETH LOOK SO GOOOOOD NOOWW!!!!
Anxiety is spoo annoying.
I can't sit still lol
I can't sit still lol
March 7, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Anxiety is spoo annoying.
I can't sit still lol
I can't sit still lol
The bud tender got my hopes up thinking they had FECO syringes & they didn't, but at least I got a cart 💚💚
March 7, 2025 at 8:21 PM
The bud tender got my hopes up thinking they had FECO syringes & they didn't, but at least I got a cart 💚💚
I'm nervous for the dentist.
Vibrations aren't my friend.
Thank goodness I'm going to the dispensary first!
Vibrations aren't my friend.
Thank goodness I'm going to the dispensary first!
March 7, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I'm nervous for the dentist.
Vibrations aren't my friend.
Thank goodness I'm going to the dispensary first!
Vibrations aren't my friend.
Thank goodness I'm going to the dispensary first!
I cannot get out of my brain that my stepmother said she 'doesn't pay any attention to all that' when I made a remark about Musks nazi salutes earlier.
How can you not when he is inserting himself entirely into our government to the point his own kid tells Trump he's not the president?!?!
How can you not when he is inserting himself entirely into our government to the point his own kid tells Trump he's not the president?!?!
March 7, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I cannot get out of my brain that my stepmother said she 'doesn't pay any attention to all that' when I made a remark about Musks nazi salutes earlier.
How can you not when he is inserting himself entirely into our government to the point his own kid tells Trump he's not the president?!?!
How can you not when he is inserting himself entirely into our government to the point his own kid tells Trump he's not the president?!?!
I let my racist, classist orange fuck loving parents get me into a political convo. Oooof.
We have such different morals that it just ended in me crying.
They have never seen life from a poor perspective.
Plus, they watch fox news & then wanna tell me not to believe everything I see online 🤦♀️🤦♀️
We have such different morals that it just ended in me crying.
They have never seen life from a poor perspective.
Plus, they watch fox news & then wanna tell me not to believe everything I see online 🤦♀️🤦♀️
March 7, 2025 at 12:35 AM
I let my racist, classist orange fuck loving parents get me into a political convo. Oooof.
We have such different morals that it just ended in me crying.
They have never seen life from a poor perspective.
Plus, they watch fox news & then wanna tell me not to believe everything I see online 🤦♀️🤦♀️
We have such different morals that it just ended in me crying.
They have never seen life from a poor perspective.
Plus, they watch fox news & then wanna tell me not to believe everything I see online 🤦♀️🤦♀️
Sometimes the static in my vision from visual snow really fucks with me when doing art, it won't stop me from doing it tho!!
Current work in progress...
Current work in progress...
March 6, 2025 at 10:49 PM
Sometimes the static in my vision from visual snow really fucks with me when doing art, it won't stop me from doing it tho!!
Current work in progress...
Current work in progress...
There's a million ways I'm unlucky in life.
The few ways I am lucky tho.. might be worth it.
The few ways I am lucky tho.. might be worth it.
March 6, 2025 at 9:32 PM
There's a million ways I'm unlucky in life.
The few ways I am lucky tho.. might be worth it.
The few ways I am lucky tho.. might be worth it.
I get cannabis back tomorrow for the first time in 2 months 😭😭😭
I've had such an elevated number of seizures, I really hope this helps calms them down more!!
(I also get my front tooth filled, yaaay!)
I've had such an elevated number of seizures, I really hope this helps calms them down more!!
(I also get my front tooth filled, yaaay!)
March 6, 2025 at 6:25 PM
I get cannabis back tomorrow for the first time in 2 months 😭😭😭
I've had such an elevated number of seizures, I really hope this helps calms them down more!!
(I also get my front tooth filled, yaaay!)
I've had such an elevated number of seizures, I really hope this helps calms them down more!!
(I also get my front tooth filled, yaaay!)
Damn, he makes me smile.
March 6, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Damn, he makes me smile.
What do you do when you can't do fuckall?
I'm so over having to spend another day in bed!
I'm so over having to spend another day in bed!
March 5, 2025 at 6:23 PM
What do you do when you can't do fuckall?
I'm so over having to spend another day in bed!
I'm so over having to spend another day in bed!
My migraine is gone!! So I was like hell yea shower time.
My body betrayed me again. 15 seizures.
I know they only last seconds (generally 5-10) & I'm all aware n shit.. but I almost fell a few times so that was scary.
Hopefully next neuro appt he won't rush & will listen more to the triggers.
My body betrayed me again. 15 seizures.
I know they only last seconds (generally 5-10) & I'm all aware n shit.. but I almost fell a few times so that was scary.
Hopefully next neuro appt he won't rush & will listen more to the triggers.
March 5, 2025 at 2:55 PM
My migraine is gone!! So I was like hell yea shower time.
My body betrayed me again. 15 seizures.
I know they only last seconds (generally 5-10) & I'm all aware n shit.. but I almost fell a few times so that was scary.
Hopefully next neuro appt he won't rush & will listen more to the triggers.
My body betrayed me again. 15 seizures.
I know they only last seconds (generally 5-10) & I'm all aware n shit.. but I almost fell a few times so that was scary.
Hopefully next neuro appt he won't rush & will listen more to the triggers.
Migraine day 4 is a bitch.
I'm soooo bored!!!
Here's hoping laying in bed with a heating pad all day actually does something (although the barometric pressure @ 29.28 & still dropping is definitely not hekping or in my control 😭)
I'm soooo bored!!!
Here's hoping laying in bed with a heating pad all day actually does something (although the barometric pressure @ 29.28 & still dropping is definitely not hekping or in my control 😭)
March 4, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Migraine day 4 is a bitch.
I'm soooo bored!!!
Here's hoping laying in bed with a heating pad all day actually does something (although the barometric pressure @ 29.28 & still dropping is definitely not hekping or in my control 😭)
I'm soooo bored!!!
Here's hoping laying in bed with a heating pad all day actually does something (although the barometric pressure @ 29.28 & still dropping is definitely not hekping or in my control 😭)
In what feels like a different lifetime I was gonna be a photographer.
Got accepted to Brooks Institute in CA even (we're talking 2002, sadly they aren't around anymore).
I loved getting different angles, playing with light & developing the images in a dark room.
I miss that.
Got accepted to Brooks Institute in CA even (we're talking 2002, sadly they aren't around anymore).
I loved getting different angles, playing with light & developing the images in a dark room.
I miss that.
March 4, 2025 at 1:36 AM
In what feels like a different lifetime I was gonna be a photographer.
Got accepted to Brooks Institute in CA even (we're talking 2002, sadly they aren't around anymore).
I loved getting different angles, playing with light & developing the images in a dark room.
I miss that.
Got accepted to Brooks Institute in CA even (we're talking 2002, sadly they aren't around anymore).
I loved getting different angles, playing with light & developing the images in a dark room.
I miss that.
Find at least one person in your lifetime that can make you smile mid-depresso episode from across the world without a word...
All bcuz they showed you music they love that can speak to you even when they can't 💚
All bcuz they showed you music they love that can speak to you even when they can't 💚
March 4, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Find at least one person in your lifetime that can make you smile mid-depresso episode from across the world without a word...
All bcuz they showed you music they love that can speak to you even when they can't 💚
All bcuz they showed you music they love that can speak to you even when they can't 💚
I was a bad friend to someone & that cost me the friendship.
Not those that are quite vocal that I'm to blame & state they did nothing wrong. That would believe lies they know I'm incapable of.
But one that was quietly in the background, rooting for me.
I hope she gets everything she dreams of 💚
Not those that are quite vocal that I'm to blame & state they did nothing wrong. That would believe lies they know I'm incapable of.
But one that was quietly in the background, rooting for me.
I hope she gets everything she dreams of 💚
March 4, 2025 at 12:10 AM
I was a bad friend to someone & that cost me the friendship.
Not those that are quite vocal that I'm to blame & state they did nothing wrong. That would believe lies they know I'm incapable of.
But one that was quietly in the background, rooting for me.
I hope she gets everything she dreams of 💚
Not those that are quite vocal that I'm to blame & state they did nothing wrong. That would believe lies they know I'm incapable of.
But one that was quietly in the background, rooting for me.
I hope she gets everything she dreams of 💚
This sandwich hit the spot perfectly 🤤🤤
March 3, 2025 at 11:13 PM
This sandwich hit the spot perfectly 🤤🤤