I finally got a glimpse of the "color of the year" NO THANKS to a video recommendation (a pest, a plague, really). Ah yes, very depression chic. Very nothing. Very bland. Very "I don't even season my food to get this color." Very "I'm ready to start the recession."

I hate it here.

Someday, I'll finish it. Even the color story has shifted 🥲

I want flip phones back. Not the 5/6-digit expensive square ones. But the rectangular ones with the non-touch screen keyboard but with the same functionality as a modern phone. Sassy flip function but still modern but has actual buttons and without the horrid expensive price, preferably.

Y'know... I never really accepted the fact that I may be emo, until I realized the only songs that actually comforted me in specific but uncommon moments... Are music that bordered on emo (but are not quite) 🧍🏻‍♀️ so... Maybe I'm not??? I have not touched the G note song while I'm at this.

You know how sports watching fans scream at the game (at the players, via TV) they're watching??

I didn't understand that til I sat here, watching gamer playthrough stream screaming, "why are you running? How you going to win the boss fight if you keep going on defense and running from the boss!?“

You know those cookies with the fancy icing and look intricate and pretty but nah I took (tried to take) a bite out of one and it almost took a tooth out (it didn't).

So it turned out they didn't have much taste and the cookie base was closer to rock hardness rather than cookie/biscuit 😮‍💨

In my quest to get started to "find my niche" to see what I want to see on the app, I looked up stuff I'm interested in—

And remembered why I stopped bothering with niche communities of hobbies, or anything. Unless it's an archive. Or something. I'm terrified.