group projects making me doubt if the university has any limits to who the hell they let in, they let a damn sewer creature who can barely speak let alone read sign up

im angry for no reason, this ofc is totally unrelated to me being hungry

i think im like inherently a solitary person cus dealing with others, even loved ones, gets so exhausting

anyone whos less talkative than me during movies are pretentious filmbros, anyone whos more talkative than me during movies are boorish and barbaric

you ever feel like everyone can smell the pathetic on you? cus babey im stinking

at this point i dont even think im buying snacks cus im hungry, i think im just spending money to feel something 😭

reading about the early days of the gay rights movement sure can be a ride as a trans person, like yeah thats the same damn argument used o
today against trans people huh...

smoking inside bad whatever, a cig in the bath sounds like fucking heaven rn

in utter despair that this norwegian novel never got famous or translated, the yearning in it is so peak

in other news i dont think im a big fan of birthdays, any celebration just stresses me out as i keep worrying about other people having fun and then i get internally bitter that im stressing about this on a day meant to celebrate me, as if i didnt just do that to myself

i get stress tummy aches from the dumbest shit i swear

being trans and meeting with the healthcare system is just an endless cycle of "idk what to do with you so let me just call my supervisor real quick"

i never post because by the time ive finished writing the post ive already imagined every potential reply and discourse that i might see and then the will to post is gone