your sweet beca
@becavuvamp.bsky.social
i ceased to exist a few years ago
if i die everything will be okay
October 23, 2025 at 4:26 PM
if i die everything will be okay
eu preciso seguir em frente...
April 26, 2025 at 7:50 PM
eu preciso seguir em frente...
i'm tired, but i should just shut up and bear it, im afraid of this and even of myself, all this sadness will sink me into a deep hole with no light, no nothing, just a dark and lonely place.
April 3, 2025 at 6:56 AM
i'm tired, but i should just shut up and bear it, im afraid of this and even of myself, all this sadness will sink me into a deep hole with no light, no nothing, just a dark and lonely place.
it's just another reason for this fucking suicide...
March 22, 2025 at 9:04 AM
it's just another reason for this fucking suicide...
i don't understand why im treated like this... this person is so stupid but i can't hate...
March 22, 2025 at 9:03 AM
i don't understand why im treated like this... this person is so stupid but i can't hate...
i'm feeling so bad that i don't feel like living anymore, i don't want to exist anymore, i just wanna die
March 16, 2025 at 7:52 AM
i'm feeling so bad that i don't feel like living anymore, i don't want to exist anymore, i just wanna die
and it's at these times that i find myself crying, alone with the greatest pain in my chest and thinking "should i keep living or should i just give up?" i never know the right answer to these thoughts, but i feel lost, i think i will always feel lost...
March 11, 2025 at 5:02 AM
and it's at these times that i find myself crying, alone with the greatest pain in my chest and thinking "should i keep living or should i just give up?" i never know the right answer to these thoughts, but i feel lost, i think i will always feel lost...
isso ta me destruindo por dentro, sinto que nao vivo mais, nao me sinto mais viva mas apenas existindo...
entro em desvaneio total, totalmente perdida, sem nenhum proposito apenas existindo a espera de algo que nao sei o que pode ser..
entro em desvaneio total, totalmente perdida, sem nenhum proposito apenas existindo a espera de algo que nao sei o que pode ser..
February 28, 2025 at 2:17 AM
isso ta me destruindo por dentro, sinto que nao vivo mais, nao me sinto mais viva mas apenas existindo...
entro em desvaneio total, totalmente perdida, sem nenhum proposito apenas existindo a espera de algo que nao sei o que pode ser..
entro em desvaneio total, totalmente perdida, sem nenhum proposito apenas existindo a espera de algo que nao sei o que pode ser..
pode tentar o quanto quiser, mas vc nunca será como eu
pode tentar imitar meu gosto musical, meu estilo, ate fumar o mesmo cigarro que eu mas vc nunca será como eu..
pode tentar imitar meu gosto musical, meu estilo, ate fumar o mesmo cigarro que eu mas vc nunca será como eu..
February 26, 2025 at 5:26 PM
pode tentar o quanto quiser, mas vc nunca será como eu
pode tentar imitar meu gosto musical, meu estilo, ate fumar o mesmo cigarro que eu mas vc nunca será como eu..
pode tentar imitar meu gosto musical, meu estilo, ate fumar o mesmo cigarro que eu mas vc nunca será como eu..
deep down i know we care about each other...
February 25, 2025 at 9:26 AM
deep down i know we care about each other...
is completely disappointing...
February 22, 2025 at 10:18 PM
is completely disappointing...
this feeling in my chest makes me feel strange...
February 19, 2025 at 4:17 AM
this feeling in my chest makes me feel strange...
what should i do? im tired. this will never end. why does it never end? what's wrong with me? i just wish i could rest forever.
December 30, 2024 at 6:31 AM
what should i do? im tired. this will never end. why does it never end? what's wrong with me? i just wish i could rest forever.
i thought it would pass for a moment, but now i know it will never end, not even a tiny end, every atom of my body loves him, every piece of my soul loves his soul, without even touching him, i love him unconditionally forever, i hope he is happy and well.
December 2, 2024 at 2:55 PM
i thought it would pass for a moment, but now i know it will never end, not even a tiny end, every atom of my body loves him, every piece of my soul loves his soul, without even touching him, i love him unconditionally forever, i hope he is happy and well.
nao sei o que deveria fazer...
October 12, 2024 at 5:13 PM
nao sei o que deveria fazer...
he was my first love, the one who taught me to love, he was a great love...
September 23, 2024 at 4:14 PM
he was my first love, the one who taught me to love, he was a great love...
i just wanted to be happy, but im so tired i don't want to live anymore
September 22, 2024 at 1:48 PM
i just wanted to be happy, but im so tired i don't want to live anymore
i feel my heart beating fast every time i see a picture of him, i love him forever i love you forever
September 21, 2024 at 5:12 PM
i feel my heart beating fast every time i see a picture of him, i love him forever i love you forever
another day missing you
September 20, 2024 at 7:25 PM
another day missing you
i love you bluesky, i won't leave you!!!!
September 19, 2024 at 10:25 PM
i love you bluesky, i won't leave you!!!!
nao sei o que fazer, as vezes sinto que morrer é a unica melhor opção
September 18, 2024 at 9:11 PM
nao sei o que fazer, as vezes sinto que morrer é a unica melhor opção