Marian
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Diary of thoughts that I can’t share in real life
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Diary of thoughts that I can’t share in real life
Ao3 @ belmaricar4
Please check rating for fics some are 🔞
Closer to 30 than 20 ✌️
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Marian
@belmaricar.bsky.social
· Jul 7
Is It Over Now - Chapter 1 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Classic lovers to enemies to strangers to friends to lovers.
Bkak break up. They learn, grow, mess up, and eventually find each other again.
A lot of drama, some humor, original characters, flashbacks, an unsent love letter, and more!
#bokuaka #ao3 #haikyuu
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Bkak break up. They learn, grow, mess up, and eventually find each other again.
A lot of drama, some humor, original characters, flashbacks, an unsent love letter, and more!
#bokuaka #ao3 #haikyuu
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Reposted by Marian
they're executing moms and nurses in the street. they're using preschoolers as bait. they're stealing people's dads and grandmas and children. they're tear gassing babies. they're staking out schools. there is no remedy but abolition. any proposal that doesn't start there is an act of violence.
January 24, 2026 at 7:48 PM
they're executing moms and nurses in the street. they're using preschoolers as bait. they're stealing people's dads and grandmas and children. they're tear gassing babies. they're staking out schools. there is no remedy but abolition. any proposal that doesn't start there is an act of violence.
I just realized that the actors for Shane Hollander and Lucas from Stranger Things are the same age and I'm not doing well with this information
#hudsonwilliams #calebmclaughlin
#hudsonwilliams #calebmclaughlin
January 18, 2026 at 2:38 AM
I just realized that the actors for Shane Hollander and Lucas from Stranger Things are the same age and I'm not doing well with this information
#hudsonwilliams #calebmclaughlin
#hudsonwilliams #calebmclaughlin
Akaashi for sure tracks Bokuto's location on his phone. For team management purposes of course. Bokuto has gone missing before games one too many times.
But he also absolutely lies in bed at night staring at Bokuto's dot on his screen, measuring the distance between them...
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak
But he also absolutely lies in bed at night staring at Bokuto's dot on his screen, measuring the distance between them...
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak
January 9, 2026 at 8:42 AM
I’ve been sitting alone at my kitchen table for 3 hours bc I cannot stop watching #heatedrivalry edits. This chair is so uncomfortable. I’ve been nursing the same cup of cold coffee this whole time. I have to pee so bad. Nothing else matters but #hollonov I am a shell of a person.
January 4, 2026 at 11:54 PM
I’ve been sitting alone at my kitchen table for 3 hours bc I cannot stop watching #heatedrivalry edits. This chair is so uncomfortable. I’ve been nursing the same cup of cold coffee this whole time. I have to pee so bad. Nothing else matters but #hollonov I am a shell of a person.
Connor Storrie has somehow reawakened my heterosexuality. Like I’m a lesbian but Ilya Rozanov I would ride you into the sunset
#heatedrivalry #connorstorrie #ilyarozanov
#heatedrivalry #connorstorrie #ilyarozanov
December 30, 2025 at 5:45 PM
Connor Storrie has somehow reawakened my heterosexuality. Like I’m a lesbian but Ilya Rozanov I would ride you into the sunset
#heatedrivalry #connorstorrie #ilyarozanov
#heatedrivalry #connorstorrie #ilyarozanov
Help I’ve gotten re-addicted to Stawdew Valley. I’ve done nothing else for two days straight. All that matters to me is restoring this community center 🥲
#stardew #stardewvalley
#stardew #stardewvalley
November 24, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Help I’ve gotten re-addicted to Stawdew Valley. I’ve done nothing else for two days straight. All that matters to me is restoring this community center 🥲
#stardew #stardewvalley
#stardew #stardewvalley
Currently titrating off Prozac and thinks are dire lol pray for me 🥲
November 5, 2025 at 1:20 AM
Currently titrating off Prozac and thinks are dire lol pray for me 🥲
I binged all of Revenged Love this week and I'm devastated it's over. Every single character is so flipping toxic it's unbelievable and yet it's the best thing I've ever watched and will be thinking about it for months 💔
#revengedlove #cbl #cdrama
#revengedlove #cbl #cdrama
October 18, 2025 at 6:07 PM
I binged all of Revenged Love this week and I'm devastated it's over. Every single character is so flipping toxic it's unbelievable and yet it's the best thing I've ever watched and will be thinking about it for months 💔
#revengedlove #cbl #cdrama
#revengedlove #cbl #cdrama
Is It Over Now chapter 50!!! This is an exciting one with lots of bkak content so I hope you check it out!
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 50 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
October 16, 2025 at 1:57 PM
Is It Over Now chapter 50!!! This is an exciting one with lots of bkak content so I hope you check it out!
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Chapter 47 of Is It Over Now! The gang goes clubbing, and Akaashi might be catching some feelings... 😈
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
Is It Over Now - Chapter 47 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
October 1, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Chapter 47 of Is It Over Now! The gang goes clubbing, and Akaashi might be catching some feelings... 😈
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3
It's kind of crazy how much I can't wait another two weeks for #LegendofExorcism volume 3 @sevenseasentertainment.com please save me #danmei
September 30, 2025 at 2:21 AM
It's kind of crazy how much I can't wait another two weeks for #LegendofExorcism volume 3 @sevenseasentertainment.com please save me #danmei
After literally months I have updated my fic No One Sings Like You Anymore! It's a #haikyuu #grunge au and I love this one. Tensions are rising in the band as they work on their second album...
#bokuaka
archiveofourown.org/works/628159...
#bokuaka
archiveofourown.org/works/628159...
No One Sings Like You Anymore - Chapter 15 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
September 18, 2025 at 9:07 PM
After literally months I have updated my fic No One Sings Like You Anymore! It's a #haikyuu #grunge au and I love this one. Tensions are rising in the band as they work on their second album...
#bokuaka
archiveofourown.org/works/628159...
#bokuaka
archiveofourown.org/works/628159...
Chapter 44 of Is It Over Now! It's one of my absolute favorites with lots of bkak healing <3
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3 #breakupfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3 #breakupfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 44 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
September 17, 2025 at 6:50 PM
Chapter 44 of Is It Over Now! It's one of my absolute favorites with lots of bkak healing <3
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3 #breakupfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#haikyuu #bokuaka #bkak #ao3 #breakupfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Been on break from school for three weeks and meant to spend it all catching up on writing my current fics. Instead I binged the entirety of #theuntamed and it was amazing. Been scared to watch for awhile cause #MDZS is quite possibly my favorite danmei and I was not let down #wangxian
September 14, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Been on break from school for three weeks and meant to spend it all catching up on writing my current fics. Instead I binged the entirety of #theuntamed and it was amazing. Been scared to watch for awhile cause #MDZS is quite possibly my favorite danmei and I was not let down #wangxian
I wanna actually use this space to share thoughts I can't post anywhere else. Not sure what that will look like yet, but let me start by saying I've just completed a BG3 run despite having zero idea how the game works the whole time. Bluesky diary starting off strong 🙃
September 14, 2025 at 6:53 PM
I wanna actually use this space to share thoughts I can't post anywhere else. Not sure what that will look like yet, but let me start by saying I've just completed a BG3 run despite having zero idea how the game works the whole time. Bluesky diary starting off strong 🙃
Reposted by Marian
A twist of fate later, you see the red string in front of you. Where will it lead?
SIGN UPS for the Soulmate September Flash Exchange ARE OPENNNNNNNNN ❤️❤️❤️
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SIGN UPS for the Soulmate September Flash Exchange ARE OPENNNNNNNNN ❤️❤️❤️
archiveofourown.org/collections/...
September 13, 2025 at 11:27 PM
A twist of fate later, you see the red string in front of you. Where will it lead?
SIGN UPS for the Soulmate September Flash Exchange ARE OPENNNNNNNNN ❤️❤️❤️
archiveofourown.org/collections/...
SIGN UPS for the Soulmate September Flash Exchange ARE OPENNNNNNNNN ❤️❤️❤️
archiveofourown.org/collections/...
Is It Over Now chapter 42
Akaashi visits Bokuto and they reminisce
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Akaashi visits Bokuto and they reminisce
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 42 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
September 10, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Is It Over Now chapter 42
Akaashi visits Bokuto and they reminisce
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Akaashi visits Bokuto and they reminisce
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now chapter 40!
It's a wild one lol
Also my fav chapter in the whole story was posted sunday so check that one out first!!
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
It's a wild one lol
Also my fav chapter in the whole story was posted sunday so check that one out first!!
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
archiveofourown.org
September 3, 2025 at 6:12 PM
Is It Over Now chapter 40!
It's a wild one lol
Also my fav chapter in the whole story was posted sunday so check that one out first!!
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
It's a wild one lol
Also my fav chapter in the whole story was posted sunday so check that one out first!!
#bokuaka #haikyuu #bkak #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now chapter 38
"NO I DID NOT!" Noya shouted. "HE DIDN'T SAY JACK SHIT!"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"NO I DID NOT!" Noya shouted. "HE DIDN'T SAY JACK SHIT!"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 38 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
August 17, 2025 at 5:49 PM
Is It Over Now chapter 38
"NO I DID NOT!" Noya shouted. "HE DIDN'T SAY JACK SHIT!"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"NO I DID NOT!" Noya shouted. "HE DIDN'T SAY JACK SHIT!"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Chapter 37 of Is It Over Now
"How do you still know me better than anyone?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"How do you still know me better than anyone?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 37 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
August 13, 2025 at 5:52 PM
Chapter 37 of Is It Over Now
"How do you still know me better than anyone?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"How do you still know me better than anyone?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Chapter 36 Is It Over Now! Bokuto and Akaashi have two very different experiences...
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
archiveofourown.org
August 10, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Chapter 36 Is It Over Now! Bokuto and Akaashi have two very different experiences...
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now ch. 35!
"When do you let go?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"When do you let go?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 35 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
August 6, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Is It Over Now ch. 35!
"When do you let go?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
"When do you let go?"
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now chapter 34!
It's time for the Olympics and a trip down memory lane.
"Watching Bokuto Koutarou play volleyball was a dangerous thing."
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3 #fanfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
It's time for the Olympics and a trip down memory lane.
"Watching Bokuto Koutarou play volleyball was a dangerous thing."
#bokuaka #bkak #haikyuu #ao3 #fanfic
archiveofourown.org/works/634278...
Is It Over Now - Chapter 34 - belmaricar4 - Haikyuu!! [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
August 3, 2025 at 7:39 PM