Thinking about starting to play Tears of the Kingdom tomorrow considering the current game im playing is more of a alternate reality??? Idk. Its fun!

Anyway. Again we will see what I decide after my mental health improves.

We will see after a couple days of me just not touching it. It would help if the Vtubers I still watch would move onto bluesky and admittedly twitter is still the only way I can keep up on any updates about them besides discord 😭.

I've talked to relatives and others about this and most seem to want me to get off Twitter entirely/ or delete my twitter account so I don't have to keep dealing with my mental health spiraling. And a part of me REALLY wants to agree and just not do Twitter anymore.

I thought about deleting my twitter account but idk yet. I feel sentimental for it, but I also really hate twitter. I can't go on there anymore without feeling some kind of overwhelming anxiety and stress that negatively affects my mental health.

Im so tired of feeling anxious all the time! The other day I spent most of it off of twitter and other sites, and for the first time in a long while I felt really, REALLY happy. Then I went on twitter and my anxiety SPIKED again. So I think I really need a super social media break

Also, Acceptance! There is nothing wrong with being autistic. Yes life is a bit harder, but that doesn't mean we are suffering. Its only when morons make our lives harder.