Amanda
@bettybadass.bsky.social
Poetry⭐️Cats🌱Recovering People Pleaser
I’m a flawed human and I’m trying not to be too emotional about it.
I’m a flawed human and I’m trying not to be too emotional about it.
Make 2025 the year we bring back parallel play 🖤
January 10, 2025 at 3:35 AM
Make 2025 the year we bring back parallel play 🖤
When you didn’t notice for two weeks that you weren’t desperately searching for reasons why, and now things are back to normal and you’re looking far and wide for any reason why. Really bummed that I didn’t get to fully enjoy those two weeks, and now I’m back to the daily search.🫠
December 17, 2024 at 10:05 PM
When you didn’t notice for two weeks that you weren’t desperately searching for reasons why, and now things are back to normal and you’re looking far and wide for any reason why. Really bummed that I didn’t get to fully enjoy those two weeks, and now I’m back to the daily search.🫠
There are sirens among us and no I will not be elaborating.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 AM
There are sirens among us and no I will not be elaborating.
Being a millennial that manages people means that I will do anything and everything in my power to make sure they never have to deal with a shitty work environment again, while also never applying any of that to myself.
December 9, 2024 at 6:01 AM
Being a millennial that manages people means that I will do anything and everything in my power to make sure they never have to deal with a shitty work environment again, while also never applying any of that to myself.
Kinda want to be evaluated for autism, but am also terrified I’ll spend all that money to be told nothing meets the criteria.
In general, very tired of being told all labs are normal and offered no answers when I finally try to get my health figured out.
Why would this be any different?
In general, very tired of being told all labs are normal and offered no answers when I finally try to get my health figured out.
Why would this be any different?
December 4, 2024 at 4:35 AM
Kinda want to be evaluated for autism, but am also terrified I’ll spend all that money to be told nothing meets the criteria.
In general, very tired of being told all labs are normal and offered no answers when I finally try to get my health figured out.
Why would this be any different?
In general, very tired of being told all labs are normal and offered no answers when I finally try to get my health figured out.
Why would this be any different?
Is it really a Thanksgiving dinner if you don’t have that one person that has every relative apologizing for and trying to censor? I’m fairly certain this is a universal event. 😂
November 30, 2024 at 9:09 PM
Is it really a Thanksgiving dinner if you don’t have that one person that has every relative apologizing for and trying to censor? I’m fairly certain this is a universal event. 😂
Where is she? —
I’m trying to find her after so long
Where did she go?—
I hope she knows I’m here for her
Trying to find her. Here and afar
Tell her she’s safe, that it’s okay
Surround her with music and nature —
Just play and laugh the night away.
I’m trying to find her after so long
Where did she go?—
I hope she knows I’m here for her
Trying to find her. Here and afar
Tell her she’s safe, that it’s okay
Surround her with music and nature —
Just play and laugh the night away.
November 27, 2024 at 8:02 AM
Where is she? —
I’m trying to find her after so long
Where did she go?—
I hope she knows I’m here for her
Trying to find her. Here and afar
Tell her she’s safe, that it’s okay
Surround her with music and nature —
Just play and laugh the night away.
I’m trying to find her after so long
Where did she go?—
I hope she knows I’m here for her
Trying to find her. Here and afar
Tell her she’s safe, that it’s okay
Surround her with music and nature —
Just play and laugh the night away.
An interaction that lives rent free in my head:
Random guy: Are you in THE mood?
Me: *thinks critically about it* I’m always in A mood I suppose. (Not having any idea what was meant by THE mood because there are hundreds of moods 🤦🏻♀️)
Random guy: Are you in THE mood?
Me: *thinks critically about it* I’m always in A mood I suppose. (Not having any idea what was meant by THE mood because there are hundreds of moods 🤦🏻♀️)
November 25, 2024 at 10:04 PM
An interaction that lives rent free in my head:
Random guy: Are you in THE mood?
Me: *thinks critically about it* I’m always in A mood I suppose. (Not having any idea what was meant by THE mood because there are hundreds of moods 🤦🏻♀️)
Random guy: Are you in THE mood?
Me: *thinks critically about it* I’m always in A mood I suppose. (Not having any idea what was meant by THE mood because there are hundreds of moods 🤦🏻♀️)
I have no business vibing like I do to Aphrodite by Sam Short 🥵🔥🔥😮💨
November 18, 2024 at 3:12 AM
I have no business vibing like I do to Aphrodite by Sam Short 🥵🔥🔥😮💨
Experienced ceremonial tattoo medicine and it was such an amazing meditative time. I hope to do more 🥰
November 17, 2024 at 8:43 AM
Experienced ceremonial tattoo medicine and it was such an amazing meditative time. I hope to do more 🥰
Why does complimenting the way someone smells always make you feel like you’re a bee searching for nectar?
Oh…that’s just me? Ok, carry on then 😅
Oh…that’s just me? Ok, carry on then 😅
September 22, 2024 at 7:36 AM
Why does complimenting the way someone smells always make you feel like you’re a bee searching for nectar?
Oh…that’s just me? Ok, carry on then 😅
Oh…that’s just me? Ok, carry on then 😅
I’ve been 50 pounds heavier and I’ve been 50 pounds lighter than the weight I am now within the past decade.
The way that people treated lighter me vs heavier me was such a marked difference that I am so apprehensive to lose weight again.
I am just ME in whatever body I reside in.
The way that people treated lighter me vs heavier me was such a marked difference that I am so apprehensive to lose weight again.
I am just ME in whatever body I reside in.
August 30, 2024 at 6:51 PM
I’ve been 50 pounds heavier and I’ve been 50 pounds lighter than the weight I am now within the past decade.
The way that people treated lighter me vs heavier me was such a marked difference that I am so apprehensive to lose weight again.
I am just ME in whatever body I reside in.
The way that people treated lighter me vs heavier me was such a marked difference that I am so apprehensive to lose weight again.
I am just ME in whatever body I reside in.
I dream that one day I’ll be able to regulate my nervous system enough that I can feel safe enough in the world to fully express my authentic self
August 30, 2024 at 5:16 AM
I dream that one day I’ll be able to regulate my nervous system enough that I can feel safe enough in the world to fully express my authentic self
Is it limerence or is it something else?
Can you even tell the difference anymore?
Do you even know anything about them?
Or is it just an electromagnetic pull?
Can you even tell the difference anymore?
Do you even know anything about them?
Or is it just an electromagnetic pull?
August 27, 2024 at 9:48 PM
Is it limerence or is it something else?
Can you even tell the difference anymore?
Do you even know anything about them?
Or is it just an electromagnetic pull?
Can you even tell the difference anymore?
Do you even know anything about them?
Or is it just an electromagnetic pull?
Just a casual reminder✨
That unpleasant feeling you got when the person you weren’t interested in kept chasing you…
It’s the exact same feeling you’re giving that person who isn’t interested in you, that you just can’t stop going after.
Just sayin’ 😘
That unpleasant feeling you got when the person you weren’t interested in kept chasing you…
It’s the exact same feeling you’re giving that person who isn’t interested in you, that you just can’t stop going after.
Just sayin’ 😘
August 27, 2024 at 6:50 AM
Just a casual reminder✨
That unpleasant feeling you got when the person you weren’t interested in kept chasing you…
It’s the exact same feeling you’re giving that person who isn’t interested in you, that you just can’t stop going after.
Just sayin’ 😘
That unpleasant feeling you got when the person you weren’t interested in kept chasing you…
It’s the exact same feeling you’re giving that person who isn’t interested in you, that you just can’t stop going after.
Just sayin’ 😘
How have you been?
Oh, I’ve been pretty go..-
No. Honestly, how are you?
*chuckle* Oh, well, that changed the entire trajectory of this conversation 🙃
Oh, I’ve been pretty go..-
No. Honestly, how are you?
*chuckle* Oh, well, that changed the entire trajectory of this conversation 🙃
August 27, 2024 at 3:23 AM
How have you been?
Oh, I’ve been pretty go..-
No. Honestly, how are you?
*chuckle* Oh, well, that changed the entire trajectory of this conversation 🙃
Oh, I’ve been pretty go..-
No. Honestly, how are you?
*chuckle* Oh, well, that changed the entire trajectory of this conversation 🙃
While a part of me knows that my appearance is the least interesting thing about me…unfortunately a bigger part of me wishes that I could be pretty and attractive to those around me 🙃
August 23, 2024 at 6:41 AM
While a part of me knows that my appearance is the least interesting thing about me…unfortunately a bigger part of me wishes that I could be pretty and attractive to those around me 🙃
Today, I took a step towards being one of those people that are comfortable wearing crop tops with soft bellies.
It didn’t last particularly long before I changed. Not because of anything that happened externally, but I just couldn’t help but to feel too much.
At least I wore the shorts? 🤷🏻♀️
It didn’t last particularly long before I changed. Not because of anything that happened externally, but I just couldn’t help but to feel too much.
At least I wore the shorts? 🤷🏻♀️
August 15, 2024 at 8:26 AM
Today, I took a step towards being one of those people that are comfortable wearing crop tops with soft bellies.
It didn’t last particularly long before I changed. Not because of anything that happened externally, but I just couldn’t help but to feel too much.
At least I wore the shorts? 🤷🏻♀️
It didn’t last particularly long before I changed. Not because of anything that happened externally, but I just couldn’t help but to feel too much.
At least I wore the shorts? 🤷🏻♀️
US insurance is wild.
Oncologist: patient needs a PET scan for cancer.
Insurance: Eh, we’re not going to pay for that as we don’t think it’s necessary. We’ll cover a CT scan though!
Now to pay deductible and copay for a CT scan only for it to be inconclusive and then get the PET scan approved. 🤦🏻♀️
Oncologist: patient needs a PET scan for cancer.
Insurance: Eh, we’re not going to pay for that as we don’t think it’s necessary. We’ll cover a CT scan though!
Now to pay deductible and copay for a CT scan only for it to be inconclusive and then get the PET scan approved. 🤦🏻♀️
August 3, 2024 at 4:26 AM
US insurance is wild.
Oncologist: patient needs a PET scan for cancer.
Insurance: Eh, we’re not going to pay for that as we don’t think it’s necessary. We’ll cover a CT scan though!
Now to pay deductible and copay for a CT scan only for it to be inconclusive and then get the PET scan approved. 🤦🏻♀️
Oncologist: patient needs a PET scan for cancer.
Insurance: Eh, we’re not going to pay for that as we don’t think it’s necessary. We’ll cover a CT scan though!
Now to pay deductible and copay for a CT scan only for it to be inconclusive and then get the PET scan approved. 🤦🏻♀️
She panicked she panicked. She really really panicked. She nibbled and she bite because she’s hungry. She’s hangry.
July 5, 2024 at 12:08 AM
She panicked she panicked. She really really panicked. She nibbled and she bite because she’s hungry. She’s hangry.
My therapist says you’re special!
Or did she say you had a personality disorder? 🤔
Or did she say you had a personality disorder? 🤔
June 20, 2024 at 7:50 PM
My therapist says you’re special!
Or did she say you had a personality disorder? 🤔
Or did she say you had a personality disorder? 🤔
You know, sometimes you have to unfollow accounts not because you don’t want to see their content, you do! Not because their content bums you out, it’s actually the highlight of your day! But because you want to climb inside their meat suit with them and apparently that’s weird. 😂
February 18, 2024 at 1:40 AM
You know, sometimes you have to unfollow accounts not because you don’t want to see their content, you do! Not because their content bums you out, it’s actually the highlight of your day! But because you want to climb inside their meat suit with them and apparently that’s weird. 😂
The balancing act
Radiation left behind
From ash to lush green
Destruction comes, but Earth lives
Atomic Breath emanates.
Radiation left behind
From ash to lush green
Destruction comes, but Earth lives
Atomic Breath emanates.
February 15, 2024 at 11:15 PM
The balancing act
Radiation left behind
From ash to lush green
Destruction comes, but Earth lives
Atomic Breath emanates.
Radiation left behind
From ash to lush green
Destruction comes, but Earth lives
Atomic Breath emanates.
I missed — Ripped the flesh
With each word, blade went deeper.
Dream of the Panther
Just to get the Grim Reaper
I’m still here nevertheless.
With each word, blade went deeper.
Dream of the Panther
Just to get the Grim Reaper
I’m still here nevertheless.
February 15, 2024 at 5:47 PM
I missed — Ripped the flesh
With each word, blade went deeper.
Dream of the Panther
Just to get the Grim Reaper
I’m still here nevertheless.
With each word, blade went deeper.
Dream of the Panther
Just to get the Grim Reaper
I’m still here nevertheless.
Heavy fog, dense mist
Death and decay surrounds me.
What cruel trick of life
To poison the drive to live
Yet, gift immortality.
Death and decay surrounds me.
What cruel trick of life
To poison the drive to live
Yet, gift immortality.
February 15, 2024 at 3:05 AM
Heavy fog, dense mist
Death and decay surrounds me.
What cruel trick of life
To poison the drive to live
Yet, gift immortality.
Death and decay surrounds me.
What cruel trick of life
To poison the drive to live
Yet, gift immortality.