Those are my five resolutions.

I know it's impossible to crush it day after day, so I'm giving myself love and grace.

I'll keep pushing forward, so one day I can look back and see I've improved.

Onwards, 2026!

4(cont):..to make more friends who like to game and play group games. I'm an anxious puddle so trusting people takes a while but I'm sure someone out there would love to hold my hands through it!
5: Recondition my body. It's been badly deconditioned from poor health, I will get back on top!

3(cont):... I've started therapy, in December, to begin counteracting my anxiety, stress and my long term agoraphobia. I haven't left the house in over five years. That's alarming. I resolve to crush it this year. I will do it, I'll save myself.
4: play more games. I want to stream again. I need...

2: Second verse, same as the first, just for writing. I don't know why but creative stuff was so hard for me this past year.
3: It's not well known but I'm struggling very very hard with my anxiety - I have a lot of physical health issues, but my anxiety and stress destroyed me in 2025 and so...

May 2026 see you continue your fight and spreading love and joy, Chiitan ❤️ (also are you okay?! I keep seeing you falling over, do you get hurt? I wish speedy recoveries from the smallest of hurts!)

Finally all of the inner senshi are complete!
It will be a while before starting the outers

... It was always in the way.

I tripped over it plenty of times. Mum tripped over it too, one of those resulting in a nasty fall.

It was great at picking up, easy to change out the dirt etc, but a pain to lug around and only got harder the more ill we all became. Impossible to do now.

Letting people just enjoy things? ❌
Insisting that the only way they can enjoy things is on MY extremely subjective terms and life view! ✅

People fucking suck sometimes.

- it means I haven't had alcohol in over ten years
- I try my best to eat right
- I drink huge amounts of water for both kidneys and my POTS.

I'm aware that should my POTS worsen I'll be having to drop out, but I'm all too aware of the need for kidneys and living donors. Iggy, I hope someone helps!

I have never been so happy to be proved right, having never once used Grammarly because I've always had the AI ick from it.

Emperor Palpatine in his hooded blanket cape, in his bedroom in front of his mirror: "I am the night!"

Vader: "....sire-"

Palpatine, screams like he's being murdered, clutches at the throat of his hooded cape blanket and jumps around eight feet in the air in fright. "ALL THAT IS UNHOLY!"