Haven't drawn a lot, being online fills me with a need to share smth abt where I'm at. Justify feelings of profound failure, beg for understanding, feel endless guilt for limitations beyond my control. Not useful. It's normal to be limited by poverty, disability and grief. No justification needed.

It came at a bad time, in a notably unstable moment in my life. 2024 shrank my total resources materially and mentally and left me in a pretty dire spot without the loss. The timing was exquisitely bad.
Be like that. I'll do my best to slowly return to something near-normal. if I want lol

bone died, n it hit me hard as I thought it would, anticipating the intensity of grief didn't do much for navigating it. I just knew it would hurt, I had no expectation for what that would be like or how it might manifest. If anything I dealt with it worse by imagining myself prepared

like i said I couldn't find a better way to make contact, I have a decent catalog of resources/reading related to the subject, would something like that be appropriate to send to the submissions email? Felt like it would be relevant to ur audience!

the manual removal tutorial has a list of brokers, tutorials for removal on each and direct links to the removal request pages individually! In the episode ur guest mentioned where these links are usually found but they tend to be intentionally hidden or placed illogically to reduce removals

Couldn't find a better way to contact yall, but i heard this episode and wanted to share a good related resource! sit has multiple free tutorials on how to minimize identity exposure online. including a tutorial on manually requesting/deleting ur info from data brokers
inteltechniques.com/links.html

I think I have a little progress on all my commissions already, so once I start it'll be ok. I feel like I actually have the capacity to do basic shit again so I dont think it'll be impossible to motivate like before, I just dont want paid work to be my warmup. Dont wanna give ppl garbage.

i think i've needed to place my health and well being first for a long time but uh, the authoritarian hard-launch is my wakeup call. So all obligations are second priority until I'm at least feeling sane enough to do basic survival shit. TY for any grace while I'm workin it out. SOON. ill be ok