IM ALIIIIIIIIVE

And ya boi has better numbers, so time to get back to being fat~

SO it’s been a while eh?

I’m gonna say now that I’m now going to be focusing on getting a muscle gut build! A tad bit more focus on muscle since I want to be careful, being diabetic and all!

With that being said, I’ll be posting more~

Update for y'all here! So, I'm working on getting my glucose levels down, so far I've been doing well, rn i'm in the range of 103-120, hoping to continue to get that down.

And then, of course, as part of the journey to get me back to normal, I do have to lose some weight.

Still thinking about it. Just feel so disheartening y'know? Im trying to get the body I want and then this health issue comes along and throws it all off track. I know it's for my betterment, and I know the doctors want what's best for me. We'll be back on the gain train soon enough <3

Once I get my health in order, you best bet I'm gonna try to comeback hard. I'm gonna get to 500 eventually, I just need to be patient..

Hella upset, due to health reasons, I need to put a pause on gaining. Its so irritating cause I just wanna get fucking massive and not have to worry so much about this stuff.

Fellow Gainers,

Any shake recipes y'all suggest? Or just tips on how to pack in the calories without making myself sick? I've tried stuffing myself for 3 meals of the day, but that seems to make me crash??? I don't know if I'm just not doing something right or?mmm

Another day wishing I could BWOOMPH to 500, I feel way too small

Tragic. I weighed myself this morning, I dropped to 290! Dude COME ON

I think I'm gonna try to drink more egg nog and half and half

Boosts are expensive so gotta think of an alternative

Fuck it, I'm making my goal 500, mix of muscle and lard bby~

Was looking over myself in the mirror at work today, instantly thought "fatter"

I wish gaining was easier lmao, I really need to balloon to 400

AD has been started! Let's start with a good pic of my gut, eh~?

Hope I can get to 400 soon~!