god i’m so annoying why in the literal fuck does anyone like me at all

lol ouch

hahahahaha i make everything worse

can i please have one fucking day without my parents screaming at each other

everyone would actually be better off without me :)

i literally fucking ruin everything

it's truly embarrassing that i didn't know until i was 20 years old that not everyone's parents were hitting them

literally just a few days ago we were talking about buying new sheets for our bed and now we’re not even living in the same location i genuinely do not understand how we fucking got here

he’s “having fun enjoying alone time” and i’m sitting at my parents house fucking miserable and wishing i were dead

we are not the same

was lowkey hoping all the shit i took before bed would kill me

unfortunately i lived through the night

drunk as hell for the first time in idek how long honestly lmao

love being mocked for saying i’m not super comfortable with my boyfriend attending a birthday party for the person who will not stop flirting with him when their idea of a “party” is a game where you ask people in the group sexual questions

hhaahahahahahahahaha :’)

have had an overwhelming bad feeling in the pit of my stomach for two days now that i just can’t seem to shake or figure out what’s causing it

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