ICE is currently in my town

I need dick in me so bad rn, I wish I were more attractive...

TFW you're made to feel like a failure for going out of town to celebrate your birthday, buy yourself a few things to then have a flat tire that you need to barrow money for, I'm sorry I didn't plan for an emergency, fuck me for wanting to celebrate my birthday, I'm such a fucking bastard...

Bought me some awesome Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel merch from Hot Topic and Spencer's Gift for my birthday...

Thank you @vivziepop.bsky.social for creating such a wonderful universe, I can't wait to see what's in store for the rest of the seasons

TFW the depression hits and your needs aren't being met because your loving partner is the complete opposite of the physical affection you need

had a horrible experience on VRChat earlier that had me crying for over an hour, I guess I'm to old to do fun things and try to make friends...I was told to go unalive myself by a group of people, maybe I should...

I wish I could be some guy's little spoon, I'm so starved for physical affection...I'm tired of feeling like nobody wants me, I want cuddles and kissing, sweet affection that might lead to more...sometimes I wonder if I should just unalive myself, no one would miss me...until it's too late anyway

I'm so lonely, it's hard finding someone who can look beyond my physical appearance...someone who wants to cuddle and show physical affection (not just sex, which would be a plus) I've tried so many chubby dating sites to find a chaser to only be ignored...nobody wants me...

Got my Dazzle Heart Were from the Carewere kickstarter I helped kickstart in 2023, he's so cute and cuddly soft...he's the PRIDE stretch goal unlock

Last weekend, we honored anti-gay preacher Anita Bryant on National Pie Day by canonizing Tom Higgins, the gay activist who pied her face in 77. We made it official, and now Tom shall forever be known as Saint Banana Cream Comeuppance, Patron Saint of Slapstick Justice. Then, we ate pie.

We are now in an age where cynicism, bullying, and overt cruelty are actively rewarded on social media. Remember to not take it on you. Engagement is what they want, don't give it. Stay united, know they do this because they are miserable, and have nothing to contribute but hate. Stay strong. ❤️

so, I decided to weigh myself...last time I got weighed was at my dr appointment back in Oct, I was 438, 3 months later after a huge change to my diet (no real increase to exercise) I'm down to 423...that's only 15 lbs in 3 months but for a non active diabetic that's a huge success

So my first post was a bit depressing, let's try something a little happier...I've had my ears pierced since August 1st 2023 and I'm still trying to find my style, but I'm digging these Broken Black Hearts...

I'm so starved for affection, I long for the gentle touch of another person...but I can only blame myself, I'm fat and ugly...nobody wants anything to do with that.