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Didi the Satanized. 🇭🇹🇵🇸🇨🇩🇵🇷🌺🇺🇦🇨🇦
@blaktimusprime.bsky.social
I was featured in USA Today. Home of THE 2.0 Movie Reviews. A diva. A streamer. 7x Roo Vet. ILF. He/Him.

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I’ve never really experienced this type of rejection before and to realize that a VAST majority of people I know is just surface level or never really was existent kind of…hurts.
December 4, 2025 at 1:08 PM
No one wants to play with me and I’m just like…wow.

It’s like no one really likes me anymore. I get it, I’m not everyone’s cup of tea. I can be loud, obnoxious, annoying, I interrupt a lot (I’m working on that), and I’m sure there’s other things but like I don’t know. It just hurts because
December 4, 2025 at 1:08 PM
The most glaring of when I realized this was a couple years ago with a certain group of folks, then it progressed to this past year at HHN to a bigger collective of folks but I think the nail hit the coffin is just recently when everyone is talking about Arc Raiders and I throw feelers out and like…
December 4, 2025 at 1:08 PM
I think friends are important and such. And sure I’m not the best at initiating hang out and such because I always feel like I’m some sort of annoyance. But I don’t know, it just feels like a of people drop me because of guilty by association, outgrown, or just don’t find value in me anymore.
December 4, 2025 at 1:08 PM
This year has been extremely heavy for me. Lots of change (for those that know me, I don’t handle change well), lots of disappointments, and just overall just extremely bummer of a year. I think what’s hit me the most besides fucking work, is how lonely I’ve felt.
December 4, 2025 at 1:08 PM
I did it a few years ago using a third party app. Though it did cost me money (I think it was around $10) if you are okay with that.
December 4, 2025 at 11:40 AM
Spew out word salad to where it makes no sense to confuse their own base.
November 16, 2025 at 4:56 PM
How about families because honestly my family is currently working on it
November 13, 2025 at 4:45 PM
It’s so much better with people and to not have that…just sucks.

But that’s a life.
November 6, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Also, I’m going to buy Arc Raiders. Just seems too fun. And I should probably get back to streaming. Like for real this time.
November 6, 2025 at 8:50 PM
I got another place lined up but I don’t really want to go there to be honest. Feels good that once the manager over there heard about me basically being a free agent, I immediately got a call (and shoutout to old my boss too for throwing out feelers).

Going to give him an official answer tomorrow.
November 6, 2025 at 8:50 PM