PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE AND BREAK DOWN YOUR SHIELD, BECAUSE IT ISNT PROTECTING YOU.

still fucking hiding and cowering. im BUSY with creating and experiencing, youre busy with wondering if someone on the other side of the screen has ill intentions. we are not the same. live a little, breathe again, cry some more, you dont do enough for urself, so ur not doing much for anyone else.

than i am listening to you scheme ideas and you never follow through. youre stagnant, unchanging, and fixed on what your reality is right now instead of what it could be if you put the walls down. stop putting on the act and stop being so afraid. nothing in the world matters right now and youre —

without slight of judgement or without filtering myself through the finest of strainers so it feels like you dont hate talking to me. im so much happier having people who support my craft and my input and people that actually want to talk to me about how their feeling and what theyve accomplished —

make you feel like im asking for too much because i wanted to know how
uve been doing outside of the computer screen. im done waiting to be asked to do anything, im done hoping that youll stick around and want to talk to me. i am finally finding that i can just talk to people how i usually do —

effort or at least have the strive within you to change, then its best we split, im not interested in having small talk, im not interested in being your gaming buddy for one specific game, im not interested in being contacted once a month, im not interested in walking around subjects that —

WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT

banger

you need to stop bouncing on it……. yore hips….