just to feel something

my bfs*

idk men r so odd to me and the relationship conservative men have with their fathers is so fascinating to me

but it’s also like shit i don’t want that responsibility and i am so burnt out and idk i don’t want to be let down by trying so i would rather not try

be able to communicate something to someone u care about like that and like. he said that he was uncomfortable but didn’t have anyone to talk to abt it bc like my bf is a good guy a really good guy with shit politics

one of his friends told me something along the lines of he’s glad he has someone like me to like challenge him on politics and such and on the one hand i’m glad bc i know how much it sucks to like not

idk i’m p sure he only likes me bc of my boobs but 😔

i wrote bozo there to send it to him he said “why did you do that” and now he’s streaming monopoly go for me. i don’t think i make sense to him but that’s okay

this is the strangest relationship i’ve ever been in i am so scared of Him but i like him and i don’t like it