the only reason we have so much history together because i’m one of the only girls stupid enough to keep chasing him regardless

so of course he’d keep accepting his easiest option

when you put it like that, it’s sickening. there was no meaning. there was no special connection. just convenience.

but at the same time it wasn’t all bad. there’s still a part of me that can empathize with him. but he never tried to empathize with me, or we wouldn’t be here, huh

It’s really over now and I don’t know how to feel. So much of my adoration for him is gone, it feels so empty and bitter, and I can’t stop thinking about the times he betrayed me, all those times I really should’ve left

I really really thought that if I kept trying there would be a chance, but I just kept getting hurt over and over again

I never want to be in that position again, begging for a man to love me ahahaha

all the time i put into that relationship has officially been rendered meaningless!!!!!! that was always my biggest fear!!!! and it’s not that i’ve gotten over that fear, it’s that after everything i finally realized that he’s NEVER changing and that i’m a sucker for trying to make him love me lol

finally cut him out and blocked him everywhere, something i never ever thought i’d do hahahaha

thinking about how i wasted almost 8 years of my life letting my ex treat me like shit and feeling like it was my fault the whole time lol

do people say LRT on here....

>LRT THAT'S MY OC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sketch for a friend #art

[OC art] my character Haru. trying to experiment with colour and lighting.... D:

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