sitting eating lunch fantasising about leaning down to whisper to a dyke to remind her that I was the first cock she ever took, that I am the baseline by which all others will be compared and I’m going to keep coming back for more

standing in the kitchen with the techno blaring feeling my sanity melting away

memories trickling across my mind

my life is sex drugs and techno raves

I am instantiated and intend to stay so as long as possible

oh today feels *very* good

god i fuckign love doing mephedrone with my girlfriend