blu3dr3aminz.bsky.social
@blu3dr3aminz.bsky.social
A Native, Livin' Amongst Canyons & Ruins Under The Arizona 🌞
Looking for Positivity

U Follow, I FollowBack but
(No Posts - I don't)
No Chats (This isn't dating App🙄).
☮️💟
Late night rant

Thanks for letting me vent express here
Ol'blu

🏜️
December 19, 2025 at 10:19 AM
I'm hating on the world

I'm angry

I'm angry
December 19, 2025 at 10:18 AM
I'm tired
3hrs of sleep tonight

My aunt fell asleep
She needs the rest
I can nap later today
December 19, 2025 at 10:17 AM
Many American families can't afford healthcare

Many, too many have inadequate poor health care facilities

Doctors that don't care, doctors & nurses that just hop from one hospital to another for $
The least *qualified, trained, bad doctors get sent to the Rez
*What doctor?! Is often uttered here
December 19, 2025 at 10:16 AM
How many more nights like this?

How many more days?

I'm...
I'm tired, scared

Too soon...this is all too soon
December 19, 2025 at 10:04 AM
Oh gosh,
I stepped away for Thanksgiving weekend
And I returned to this
One day my mom is fine, going abu& every evening watching Wheel of Fortune
& Football thinking ahead to the Superbowl

Now, she's sick
Bam! She's sick & frail & hurting, uncomfortable, aching, tired, weak
December 19, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Been up since 1am,
I had the most sleep Wednesday night which was roughly about 6hrs.
Wednesday evening it seemed my mom was doing better &felt lighter
But today...
IDK
I'm tired
& worried, scared
December 19, 2025 at 9:59 AM
Wishing all a happy , beautiful day
☮️💟.... Bluesky
December 16, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Thanks for listening
And should you read this
Tell your loved ones, Hello & you love them today

Things can change in a *Snap
December 16, 2025 at 5:26 PM
I always wondered why people would come online
and post certain personal happenings
Now, I understand
It's to get it out
To vent
To express ones fear , knowing no one will respond with a Stop or don't be negative, don't say that
Just to express & get it out
I am scared
Just move on, today
December 16, 2025 at 5:25 PM
Tomorrow is another hospital day
I wish I could believe in our local hospital, the doctors
We have no real doctors on the Rez
Basic health system
Basic to decent, at best
December 16, 2025 at 5:14 PM
I am losing hope of her getting better, improving,....
December 16, 2025 at 5:13 PM
I am tired, stressed, exhausted, sleep is less than 6hrs a nite/day
I can't believe how things changed - overnight.
December 16, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Good morning 🌞
Bluesky,
First, if I haven't followed back. (Sorry)
I don't follow back immediately, I check all accounts and wait for posts. If posts are suspicious - I don't follow back

And, my posts have been declined.
My mothers health suddenly declined. Now, all my time is spent helping her
December 16, 2025 at 5:11 PM
💩🤡💩
So that fool says,

I totally lied then but now I give some facts with white lies
😑

👀
December 5, 2025 at 6:00 PM
I
Is
Not
Even
A
Year
Yet!
!!!

OMG
December 5, 2025 at 5:57 PM
I hope I'll be back to posting soon
And I'm sorry for not Following back.
Hope I get to do that later this weekend
Apologies
December 5, 2025 at 5:55 PM
And having lost my grandmother (93) and niece (5yo), and my eldest aunt in remission...this is concerning & stressful

I'm tired
I wake in middle of the night to check on her...
(Listening)

Keeping the ER trips & her condition from my brother & niece & nephew is hard
I'm tired
December 5, 2025 at 5:54 PM
I haven't been posting much nor on Bluesky
It's been stressing

My mother hasn't been feeling well.
She seems to be getting worse
Two trips to ER this week
and restless nights
She's been told they see nothing wrong with her but she's getting weaker, complains of nausea, fatigue.
December 5, 2025 at 5:50 PM
🌳🌾🌳🌾🌳🌞🌾🌳🌳
Happy TGIF this December ❄️
🌾🌳🌳🌳🌾🌾🌳🌾🌾
Hope you are well

Stay Smiling
Stay Kind
December 5, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Would love some
Screaming, jumping for joy, laughter, absolute glee
Right about now
Soon
Any time
.
.
.
November 26, 2025 at 4:59 PM
I saw that *Boy Scout s was trending
& thought to myself, Oh nooo. Their being changed into a rotc'ish program

Nope.

🤷🏽

I'm past SMH......................
November 26, 2025 at 4:56 PM
🌾🌾🍂🌾🌾🌾🍂🌾🍂
Good Morning Bluesky*
__🌾🌳___🌾🌤️🌾___
🌾🍂🌾🌾🌳🌾🍂🌾
Wishing everyone a beautiful day
🌾🌳Smile Plenty
🌾🌳🌾 Be Kind

~☮️&💟
November 26, 2025 at 4:48 PM
At least we had a Happy
Moment....
Right?

Sigh, exhale &
Move forward

Positive vibes as difficult as it seems. But be positive vibin*
November 11, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Will,
We had One happy day ....

So exhausted

Anyone who has the energy to call
Go, call, them 8

Ugh!
November 11, 2025 at 12:37 AM