like i want to draw and join when i want to as support ><;;; but yeah thats it from my embarassing ramblings once more....

i like to just be fan enjoying a ship afar or joining activities with fellow fans ;;;; but anyway its made me feel distanced from the ship i enjoy if it explains why less post (i stick to discords now?) so i hope people dont follow me expecting much art and im sorry for ppl who did :'(

to be clear this was in dms and not meant to be negative towards anyone, it just feels pressuring and i dont like being viewed or talked in such a way :(( especially if you start up a chat looking like a convo then only ask whens my next art, dismissive of everything else TToTT

wala badtrip lang makarinig ng ganyan 😭 i thought we all willingly do this from our hearts as we know what it is for, not to seek any gains from it. just our will in volunteering being the push... kala mo ginagawa kasi may puso, wala pala

i do like to spend my money on charities and donate when the opportunity arises. what i dont understand is people expecting profit or return in VOLUNTEER work. why would i give my money to you if it isn't 100% when there are other charities who can do that for me?

Hi Carrot!! ☺️💗 I feel the same too, always a joy to see you! Past months were not sweet to me lol but I am hanging on well 💪 I'm glad you think so, thank you so much!! so baby it makes my heart ache haha 🥹

i dont do this style for klk especially but i thought itd be cute to try a baby portrait 😣😣

Serotonin was stored in giving Diluc close to my scars