HIBISCUS
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I'm just here to yap about fictional men and my negative emotions because I'm a mess of a human being.
A pleasure to meet you.
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Perhaps the reason I began to 'suck' is to push me away from this hobby.
When I say I'm not meant for it, perhaps this is where I'm supposed to go. Away.
Maybe... I'm not supposed to write. Or perhaps I get too absorbed into it that I forget who I am.
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Perhaps the reason I began to 'suck' is to push me away from this hobby.
When I say I'm not meant for it, perhaps this is where I'm supposed to go. Away.
Maybe... I'm not supposed to write. Or perhaps I get too absorbed into it that I forget who I am.
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I keep mixing the JJK and CSM fandom together, man.
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I keep mixing the JJK and CSM fandom together, man.
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Yeah I should quit.
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Yeah I should quit.
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Maybe I should quit.
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Maybe I should quit.
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I am fuming.
Golly.
Could I commit genocide? Just this once?
..... Probably not.
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I am fuming.
Golly.
Could I commit genocide? Just this once?
..... Probably not.
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Well it's new year.
My first thought?
I'm happy to be here.
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Well it's new year.
My first thought?
I'm happy to be here.
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Let's go.... I guess?
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Let's go.... I guess?
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I've lost all hope in myself
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I've lost all hope in myself
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Dude I just got back, where did my excitement go?
I feel so..... Dull all of a sudden.
I feel as if everyone is a thousand miles away and I'm on my own.
.... Not that it's any different but.. I'm suddenly thinking what's the point of returning if no one wants to interact.
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Dude I just got back, where did my excitement go?
I feel so..... Dull all of a sudden.
I feel as if everyone is a thousand miles away and I'm on my own.
.... Not that it's any different but.. I'm suddenly thinking what's the point of returning if no one wants to interact.
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If this works.... I'm aboutta go crazy.
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If this works.... I'm aboutta go crazy.
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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Touch starved.
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Touch starved.
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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can I be any more pathetic?
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can I be any more pathetic?
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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A moment of peace at last.
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A moment of peace at last.
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