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⁠♡ 𝘽𝙇𝙐𝙀𝘽𝙀𝙍𝙍𝙔 𝙇𝘼𝘿𝙔 。
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🌺 Writer account.
Maria , Adult , Female
The one behind the silly
OC RP account.
http://HIBISCUS⠀⠀
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HIBISCUS

Greetings. You've found my
writer account, have a cookie 🍪

I'm just here to yap about fictional men and my negative emotions because I'm a mess of a human being.

A pleasure to meet you.
Stay hydrated and safe ⁠☆⠀⠀
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Perhaps the reason I began to 'suck' is to push me away from this hobby.

When I say I'm not meant for it, perhaps this is where I'm supposed to go. Away.

Maybe... I'm not supposed to write. Or perhaps I get too absorbed into it that I forget who I am.
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January 15, 2026 at 5:57 PM
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I keep mixing the JJK and CSM fandom together, man.
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January 14, 2026 at 6:14 PM
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Yeah I should quit.
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January 11, 2026 at 6:15 PM
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Maybe I should quit.
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January 4, 2026 at 8:34 PM
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I am fuming.
Golly.

Could I commit genocide? Just this once?

..... Probably not.
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January 4, 2026 at 4:56 PM
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Well it's new year.

My first thought?

I'm happy to be here.
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December 31, 2025 at 8:00 PM
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Let's go.... I guess?
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December 28, 2025 at 6:57 PM
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I've lost all hope in myself
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December 28, 2025 at 6:46 PM
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Dude I just got back, where did my excitement go?

I feel so..... Dull all of a sudden.

I feel as if everyone is a thousand miles away and I'm on my own.

.... Not that it's any different but.. I'm suddenly thinking what's the point of returning if no one wants to interact.

December 28, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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If this works.... I'm aboutta go crazy.
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December 28, 2025 at 12:28 AM
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[ Writing ]

Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.

She's passive.

December 21, 2025 at 2:29 PM
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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December 17, 2025 at 8:22 PM
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Day 3000 of moping.

Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..

I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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December 15, 2025 at 9:32 AM
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.

Don't even bother.
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December 14, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Reposted by ⁠♡ 𝘽𝙇𝙐𝙀𝘽𝙀𝙍𝙍𝙔 𝙇𝘼𝘿𝙔 。
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...

.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.

... Whatever.
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December 14, 2025 at 1:00 PM
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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December 13, 2025 at 6:36 PM
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.

Also me: I would rather die.
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December 12, 2025 at 6:59 PM
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?

But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.

December 12, 2025 at 4:21 PM
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Touch starved.
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December 11, 2025 at 8:57 PM
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.

How do you break ice?

December 11, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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can I be any more pathetic?
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December 10, 2025 at 8:12 PM
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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December 8, 2025 at 7:50 PM
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A moment of peace at last.
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December 8, 2025 at 6:06 PM