sorry the one on the 24th is the one that i'm having. thank god it's not in the afternoon so i can still reasonably be here before leaving to go to my parents' for the holidays

also yeesh good thing i scheduled a follow up appointment now cause the only one in this year still available is on the 24th...

semi relatedly but how much of an issue is it that i occasionally feel some mild heart pain when i stand up. ik my doctor said to stop taking it if i start getting an unexplained rapid heartbeat (or something along those lines...still forgetting stuff a lot) but idk if this counts

honestly even with that exception 99% of the time i'm still side eyeing if you're talking shit about your past self. idc if you say you only think of yourself negatively, everyone loves to pretend they don't have unconscious biases

that fish with arms wearing a sweater is to celebrate The Lord

NOOOOOOOOO

bonus if he sees them doubled over and dry heaving in a random corner afterwards and is Very confused

i did try a bit of the apple wine on its own and at first it was "ooh this tastes like apple juice :)" and the next second it was "eeueuuueeuhhh"

unfortunately with how bad the alcohol aftertaste is for me this might just be how i have to drink

motherfucker moved the litter mat (possibly while playing, it's not very bunched up) so now i can't see the unidentified fucking thing at all
at least i'm going back a day early cause we're supposed to get a BUNCH of snow on saturday 🥲

also there's an Unidentified Fucking Thing next to the litter box but the night vision on my camera is too blurry to make it out and the litter mats also haven't been moved in a possible attempt to "bury" it...we'll see in the morning if bandit shat outside ig