Gem/Gemmy♊️
@blxxdygemini.bsky.social
SW: 185 lbs | CW: 171 | UGW: 90 | GW1: 160
🏳️⚧️🚹 he/they Born 2001. Secret page cause I’m not ready to heal and I hate myself with every breath I take. I’m also perpetually insufferable to be around.
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🏳️⚧️🚹 he/they Born 2001. Secret page cause I’m not ready to heal and I hate myself with every breath I take. I’m also perpetually insufferable to be around.
🍋🧊➕🩸🪒⛓️
Im so fucking tired of youtube stop giving me food videos I hate you I hate this oh my goooodddd give me the videos of self-loathing girls who had their glow-up ruin their lives so I dont feel alone again
January 4, 2026 at 5:32 PM
Im so fucking tired of youtube stop giving me food videos I hate you I hate this oh my goooodddd give me the videos of self-loathing girls who had their glow-up ruin their lives so I dont feel alone again
And also 600lb life or other shows around obesity. Ohhh man. I used to watch those and immediately feel the need to purge if I ate anything right after.
I dont like looking at IRL gore but I make myself look at it on purpose to loose my appetite
January 4, 2026 at 3:36 PM
And also 600lb life or other shows around obesity. Ohhh man. I used to watch those and immediately feel the need to purge if I ate anything right after.
January 4, 2026 at 3:21 PM
I dont like looking at IRL gore but I make myself look at it on purpose to loose my appetite
January 4, 2026 at 3:20 PM
I dont like looking at IRL gore but I make myself look at it on purpose to loose my appetite
Need a friend to tell me “You wont get skinny if you keep sitting on your ass”
December 31, 2025 at 3:15 AM
Need a friend to tell me “You wont get skinny if you keep sitting on your ass”
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You say your want is not a want, but a need, yet still quote it as a want….. manifestation shall not come unless you demand it with every breath, twin.
December 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
You say your want is not a want, but a need, yet still quote it as a want….. manifestation shall not come unless you demand it with every breath, twin.
Its fucked up that my weight shot back up from a brief negligent period. I’m gonna see if my doctor can put me on ozempic when I start meds again, if one or more of them has weight gain as a side-effect.
December 22, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Its fucked up that my weight shot back up from a brief negligent period. I’m gonna see if my doctor can put me on ozempic when I start meds again, if one or more of them has weight gain as a side-effect.
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proana vampire that doesn't drink liquid cals
December 13, 2024 at 4:32 AM
proana vampire that doesn't drink liquid cals
Im so stupid all the time I hate myself. I need to learn how to keep my mouth shut
December 15, 2025 at 5:02 AM
Im so stupid all the time I hate myself. I need to learn how to keep my mouth shut
My roommate asked for my weight loss diet but she’s a whole 10 pounds lighter than me. Fuck OFFFF this is MY diet for me to catch up.
September 29, 2025 at 12:36 AM
My roommate asked for my weight loss diet but she’s a whole 10 pounds lighter than me. Fuck OFFFF this is MY diet for me to catch up.
This shit happened nearly 10 years ago and it still fucks me up when I think about it and makes me struggle opening up about the uglier side of me that I still mask for the sake of people in my life who now will believe me not worrying about me.
Or maybe my trauma of opening up to my friends in high school resulting in them yelling at me about “faking” it when I used to heavily mask and had super unserious ways of coping with it is haunting me
September 29, 2025 at 12:29 AM
This shit happened nearly 10 years ago and it still fucks me up when I think about it and makes me struggle opening up about the uglier side of me that I still mask for the sake of people in my life who now will believe me not worrying about me.
Oh my god I just spent my entire time at this laundromat complaining about my past what the hell
September 29, 2025 at 12:27 AM
Oh my god I just spent my entire time at this laundromat complaining about my past what the hell
September 29, 2025 at 12:22 AM
I feel like my autistic ways of describing my struggles with ED and SH is convincing people I don’t actually struggle with it when I really do.
September 29, 2025 at 12:21 AM
I feel like my autistic ways of describing my struggles with ED and SH is convincing people I don’t actually struggle with it when I really do.
“Wow I’m already at my first weight loss milestone! I’m sure when I get to my UGW my belly will be gone.”
The evil and intimidating gay bug:
The evil and intimidating gay bug:
September 29, 2025 at 12:17 AM
“Wow I’m already at my first weight loss milestone! I’m sure when I get to my UGW my belly will be gone.”
The evil and intimidating gay bug:
The evil and intimidating gay bug:
I wanna cut my arms. Can it be cold weather time already so I can cut and hide it??? Please??? I need to punish myself for existing.
September 18, 2025 at 12:45 AM
I wanna cut my arms. Can it be cold weather time already so I can cut and hide it??? Please??? I need to punish myself for existing.
Everything that comes out of my mouth when I talk to people sounds so fucking stupid I hate myself
September 18, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Everything that comes out of my mouth when I talk to people sounds so fucking stupid I hate myself
I think my co-workers and friends and people I used to talk to all hate me and think I’m annoying and are praying for the day I either quit, get fired, or die unexpectedly.
September 18, 2025 at 12:41 AM
I think my co-workers and friends and people I used to talk to all hate me and think I’m annoying and are praying for the day I either quit, get fired, or die unexpectedly.
I think I look cute with my legs all cut and scarred up
September 9, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I think I look cute with my legs all cut and scarred up
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This “solo dev” and “only 3 devs” rhetoric is getting truly dangerously out of hand. Investors see this and think “I only have to pay 3 people” and the result is severely overworked and/or underpaid people and a subpar product. We need to stop treating outsourcers and contractors like ghosts.
September 6, 2025 at 7:36 PM
This “solo dev” and “only 3 devs” rhetoric is getting truly dangerously out of hand. Investors see this and think “I only have to pay 3 people” and the result is severely overworked and/or underpaid people and a subpar product. We need to stop treating outsourcers and contractors like ghosts.
I should make a thinspo aesthetic board or collage
September 8, 2025 at 11:44 AM
I should make a thinspo aesthetic board or collage
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September 8, 2025 at 11:10 AM
Hello Hornet…. You heard I had an ED? Yes, I am weak. I am not worthy.
September 8, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Hello Hornet…. You heard I had an ED? Yes, I am weak. I am not worthy.