HOPEFULLY I will act out less and make smarter decisions- or not be so dissatisfied or anxious with sex. We'll see. Managing my expectations and will monitor. Still lonely as fuck but you know, what can you do.

I do music on my main, for a long time... I've also done sound, not for nsfw though.

I still cannot do kissing on the mouth though. Super duper germ violation, and swapping spit is nope. Some major trauma that comes with it regardless. Roleplaying it via audio and reading about it is okay though. I feel very alien with it.

In a similar trend, some of my OCD takes a back seat with sex. I hate, hate having fluids on me, especially hands and face- sticky and body fluids is nightmare mode. But sex is like inverse, please god put those fluids all over me. Will even ingest them. I'm a smooth talker, I know.

It is lovely stuff

Ahh that's so awesome

I keep coming back to look at the left one, it's scuffed but it's comforting.

Need to get back to drawing her with a reference but these scribbles are from the heart, girl