I have a friend like this and it is extremely draining to talk with them

Oh believe me I was so close to going off but I really didn't feel it was the place to do so. I would've been too heated haha

Really has me like

I highkey get triggered and try not to go off

Which would be a mercury/venus fadaria activating them both

Felt
I have the same thing coming up for my next solar return and I was low-key freaking out bc both venus are in detriment but my natal has a trine to the moon in 5th and a sextile to mercury in the 11th so perhaps it isnt going to be as crazy
Even after incorporating the fadaria lords as well

i dont rememeber getting this way when I used to fast etc but idk if its because of age that I'm slowly loosing that ability
or maybe its chasing down my Vyvance with monster
nah it cant be that

It makes your magic so much stronger and faster from what I've experienced