Vivisection <333
Nothing goes better with self loathing than guts and blood and pain

I spent way too much on Christmas presents for my husband and feel awful. At least they're all some degree of necessity (socks, chronic pain relief, small special snack, etc), but im just. So full of self loathing over it rn

We dont own where we live so our policy apparently only covers contents =w=

So. We gotta wait on our landlords/property managers to talk to insurance ppl to see if we even have a case =w=

Egh and speaking of jobs i need to muster enough brainpower to fucking email arrowhead and ask about fair use and licensing. If I can't afford 500 of water damage I sure as hell can't afford an ip lawsuit

Fucking hell, the Horrors never stop.

I guess im glad im job hunting when I am. Too broke to own enough to get damaged to make the insurance deductible, but equally too broke to afford to replace all of it

Between the burst pipe last night, hunting for a 2nd (3rd?) job, and a 1 day weekend this week, im barely holding on to the idea of going out to have fun on my wedding anniversary. We're both just. So tired.

That is actually incredibly reassuring, thank you <3