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Definitely not my unhinged thoughts out in the open, you can’t prove anything 🫵

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Ask me anything your heart desires below and I’ll answer 100% serious
Dressing up and leaving the house helped a bit
Maybe the secret is not being home
Probably
Don’t know what happened but I feel like i may have entered my dad’s “depressive episode watchlist”
So I guess there’s that
February 8, 2026 at 11:02 PM
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February 8, 2026 at 2:50 PM
Couldn’t bring myself yet to watch ateez new comeback I hate it in here
February 8, 2026 at 2:46 AM
Don’t know what happened but I feel like i may have entered my dad’s “depressive episode watchlist”
So I guess there’s that
February 8, 2026 at 2:39 AM
Unable to currently process frustration in healthy ways, will be logging off and isolating for a while
January 31, 2026 at 12:07 AM
Complaining too much on main but I’m truly disappointed about that and it’s such a silly thing
I have a reoccurring problem with not feeling important in other people’s lives, and hearing that stung a little. I won’t even be enjoying my actual birthday since I’ll have to work 2pm-11pm
January 31, 2026 at 12:05 AM
Currently hating having a strong moral compass
January 14, 2026 at 4:57 PM
It’s so hot that even tho we have air conditioners at work I still felt off the whole day with nausea and headaches
Also a very cliff-diving blood pressure from time to time 🤠
December 27, 2025 at 8:03 PM
But now the nerves are finally calm
No more impulse purchases thank God
December 12, 2025 at 3:26 AM
On another page, got 3 good quality clothing from Youcom (yeah I know it’s only a few steps better than SHEIN but still)
And the dress looks SO GOOD on me 😩 I’ll be wearing it on new year’s night ✨
December 12, 2025 at 3:23 AM
Impulse bought a bunch of clothes from SHEIN and although they do look kinda nice their like, not good quality
Could have not spent that money, at least not on some of those pieces 💀
December 12, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Im not anxious, im just experiencing sensory overload, its ok
December 12, 2025 at 12:53 AM
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I'm gay for my moots 💕
November 29, 2025 at 7:24 PM
This is me btw
November 29, 2025 at 7:08 PM
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:3
November 29, 2025 at 4:17 PM
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always perfectly shaved yunho x mingi who keeps a full bush on his pretty pussy, mingi knows how uncomfortable yunho feels about body hair but he made it clear he'll never make him trim or shave it bc of that
November 7, 2025 at 7:31 PM
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November 7, 2025 at 9:17 PM
@starlighthwx.bsky.social I promise I’m not ignoring you bby I’m just stressed the stress seems to not let go of me even after I’ve let go of my job for the month how does it do it??? I wish I was this persistent
November 7, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Big rant because I’m stressed and haven’t been able to deal with things and talk to people due to having to plan things and starting to hate de idea of leaving my house during my vacation
November 7, 2025 at 4:11 PM
The lack of interest my best friend is showing on our weekend out is draining me
Bc wym we were supposed to go out and have fun and go to a party at night
But now she wants to spend the morning looking for decor to buy to ask her girl out officially
November 7, 2025 at 4:09 PM
Happy birthday mom
October 21, 2025 at 3:00 AM
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October 20, 2025 at 1:07 PM
No wait I gotta complain about one last thing
Because it’s a fucking DRUGSTORE
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO SUFFER SO MUCH ABOUT A DAMN DRUGSTORE??? ITS NOT EVEN AN IMPORTANT JOB FOR CHRISTS SAKE
This pharmacy degree was one of the worst decisions of my life and I didn’t even wanted it to start with
October 20, 2025 at 1:47 PM
Anyways I’m not gonna rant too much so I don’t get myself depressed about it
October 20, 2025 at 1:40 PM
And I’m so tired I’m forcing myself to make plans so I don’t rot in bed my whole vacation
October 20, 2025 at 1:39 PM