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jibby (十二) 🔞

@brightlilies.bsky.social

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juni's more relaxed, less xiv-centered (lol jk!!!) account nsfw/lore/rambles/etc think of this as my priv/personal account main: aetherflow

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 17h

come to think of it, all of my ocs have some sort of negative reaction to sex, whether it's guilt, uncertainty, trauma, aversion, or distrust. i'd like to believe this is actually me shoe-horning my own experience onto my guys for once :')

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 18h

i need to deepdrive into viria's sexual trauma more and how that ended up affecting her means to express herself romantically to her partners and how she was eventually able to overcome it

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

yeah

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

*resisting the monsterfucker in me* yeah, arkveld's cool

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

ahh, you're so sweet, thank you ;_;
i just hope to let others feel comfortable to talk about stuff they're excited about though i should also take my own advice for myself too lfkdjghdff

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

telling myself to lock in to talk to people and then immediately failing 😔

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

ouuughhhhhuuuggghhhhh....... rory, you're too kind.....

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

🤝 let us stay strong

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

doesn't help that i have crippling anxiety. i thought becoming more active on 🦋 would help me start from scratch again and it felt great for the last few months until things fell through with my ex and caused me to spiral. since then, i actively avoided all social media and isolated myself lol oops

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

is it because i seem intimidating? boring? controversial? stand-offish? fake? weird? can't help but think about it every now and then

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 1d

getting personal here
i wish i wasn't so awkward when trying to interact with others online. i genuinely want to engage and yap, but i can't help but feel like it seems forced and desperate

god i sound so pathetic LOL

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

blt (bunny loving triangle) sandwich
#ffxivnsfw #mokaviria #mokafreya

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maddie <toxic robot yaoi enjoyer> @drkmind.bsky.social · 2d

god wants your wolship to fuck nasty he told me personally

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Memes For Freaks™ @memesforfreaks.bsky.social · 4d

Happy Kinktober

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

waiter! waiter! more touch-starved and sexually repressed knights please!!

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 2d

LET'S GOOOOOO

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

waiter! waiter! more touch-starved and sexually repressed knights please!!

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

come through, we need extra meat

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

leni finding sphene left her clothes in her room but before she could give it back to her, she indulges in her scent and loses herself in that hazy but guilt driven lust yaaaaaay

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

laying in bed and had the sudden thought about horny zelenia but she has the alexandrian (catholic) guilt so she's gotta suppress it 🙂‍↕️

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

i have no idea but their situationship is crazy

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 3d

blt (bunny loving triangle) sandwich
#ffxivnsfw #mokaviria #mokafreya

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 5d

comparing bodies

jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 5d

the thought of freya being envious of viria's body shortcircuits my brain. like what do you mean she perfectly overmelded boob and thigh materia LXIX at 2% success rate

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jibby (十二) 🔞 @brightlilies.bsky.social · 5d

YAAAAAAAY