Either way, I already wrote my apology on my page here and pinned it.
I want this to end, I want my bff to be left alone, and I want to be left alone.
People wanna believe I'm the bad one? Then fine, they can do what they want. But I'm done.

It's a long and complicated story. Either way, I want my bff to be left alone and don't want her to be attacked or harassed.
And want this situation to end.
I plan to leave the internet forever anyway so everyone can be happy.

Leave and never bother anyone again. I just hope I can be a better person if i can somehow. That's all I can say right now.
I'm sorry.
And goodbye.

If all my friends want to leave me, I'm sorry, i won't hold it against you. I deserve it. But i don't want to be in any websites anymore. It only makes my mental health deteorate more and more. And its better for everyone if i just go, fade into obscurity. Im not saying self harm but just-

I used to say my mental condition was an excuse for my behavior in the past but not anymore.
All I want is the drama to end and be left alone. I plan to shut fown my accounts and disappear from the internet for good. Because i genuinely wish i could fix my past actions but i doubt i can.

I regret who I was before I regret all of my mistakes. All I can do now is man up to them and take responsibility. I won't assume that I did unspeakable actions, but i will say that I did bad things in the past that I wish i didn't. Like causing problems, being a prick, and an idiot.

To fix. So I wouldn't lose what I had and be a better person.
But I guess that doesn't matter anymore. At this point, I consider leaving the internet for good. I'm gonna lose all I have and try to keep from losing, and no matter how much I try to change, it won't matter.

If people want to hate me and want to think I'm a horrible person, then go ahead. For all I know, I deserve it. But I'm tired of not being able to do better and have people demonize me into a monster when I'm not a monster. I was stupid, angry, envious, and those were things I've been working on to-

I was doing what I could to fix myself up and move on from how i was, but now this situation about me happened, and i want to make things right.
Tofer, Swotter, and to everyone else I wronged, i'm sorry. I genuinely want to apologize for my actions and words. And for how I was before.

special to me and reminded me when times were better for me, before I fucked up. Before I ruined everything. Then there was a time I asked a good friend to draw a vengeful arts for me, private, but they were nonetheless negative and bad arts that I should not have asked to be made.

I made mistakes a lot of them, mistakes I wanted to correct and fox so I could better myself, but there were times I relapsed and went back to being an asshole. I became obsessive and rageful.
I was obsessed with a character that wasn't mine but couldn't stop loving them because that character was-

Mental instability and mental condition contributed to me being very hateful. I hurt people who used to be my friends, and back then, instead of owing up to it and moving on, I only let my emotions get the better of me. I hurt people who I considered friends and didn't even apologize to it.

What i can say, though, is that back then, I wasn't on the right state of mind.
Things happened long ago, and I didn't let go and move on, I made mistakes and tried to do better, but it didn't work. And now this.

Sorry, but I don't think there's anything I can say that will matter. People are gonna think I'm some kind of villain and I genuinely dunno how to solve anything.