That and also got tried of the same old Kraft brand type of paste that the powder goes with, I wanted to spice it up, and plus we had boxes of other pasta that were near empty, and I don’t do this very often anymore, I used to but this was a throwaway dinner🤷🏻‍♂️

Oh no, I wasn’t, I know that I have a reputation for being a jokester but I like being an honest jokester, when it comes to telling the truth, I don’t mess around. I have tried turn them into something else in the past, so far, no success, would’ve been a waste either way to attempt it again😅😵‍💫

I'm so sorry for letting depression & my doubts, my anger towards the people who wronged me made me bitter & consumed me, & I truly hope that you will forgive me❤️

All of my closest friends & my whole family, all knew what I have gone through, but now, I am the happiest I've ever been in years, I'm free from my nightmares of the past & I'm with the one I love, who's been my biggest source of inspiration & happiness, when I was sad & alone👩🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻

I mostly just sat by my laptop, just wondering what the next video or post that would help bring out everyone's smiles & still be a advocate for positivity in my own way, but I felt burnt out, from all the stress, the people who did me wrong, all of it.

Before I met my partner & before all the crap that has happened to me, my purpose is to help bring some joy & happiness back into everyone's lives with my content, I do teach people how to play the games I feature, yes, but add a little extra fun into them❤️🎮🎬