Moving out of my mom’s house for the first time, that’s pretty cool. Kinda worried I’ll get too lonely though.

While I’m still thinking about it, sometimes I want to just pack as much as I can into a suitcase, pick a direction, and drive. No bosses, no family or friends, just me selling my soul to the open road to perish in obscurity. In hopes I find freedom. #thoughts #diary

Being hyper aware of myself despite having (undiagnosed) depression is a weird feeling. I believe myself to be a boring person but I know people in my life that enjoy my presence. Perhaps I should hold on to that feeling? #thoughts #showerthoughts #Diary

I’ve come to realize that I’ve never dated nor interacted with someone who was interested in me in that way, and it has completely stunted my ability to try and date now in my early twenties. Anybody else have similar issues, or have advice on how to get out of this? #dating #advice #cat

Violence can feel like the only path to justice when systems exploit and dehumanize. In such times, it becomes a desperate cry for freedom. Yet, even necessary violence risks perpetuating the cycle of hatred. True liberation demands both resistance and the wisdom to rebuild beyond vengeance.

One thing that pushed me away from religion is that the nature of Heaven is a place devoid of sin, which would inherently make it a ‘good’ place. But an important part of the human experience ARE my sins, the flaws of my character. If I were to make it to heaven, would I be me? Or a shell of myself?

Anybody else have that one coworker that is so unbearable, that you wish you could yank your soul out your body just to get away from them? Especially when there is a 34 year difference between me and them.

Sleeping boy for today. Went back to the Wawa to spend some of the 50 I got from the scratcher I won, and I couldn’t find the cup holders. A nice lady who didn’t work there helped me find one. We chuckled at each other for never noticing them before, I enjoy the small interactions with strangers.

This is Brutus, my big boy. Today I won 50 bucks off a $2 scratcher, so feelin pretty good towards the end of my night. I got a cheap pizza at a Wawa. #cat #wawa

My babies, brother and sister. Sometimes I walk through my day to day, and have such complex emotions and anxiety, especially about the future. Especially mine. It’s also hard to imagine someone else having similar complexity, I know it exists in others, but my anxiety is uniquely mine to bear. #cat

One of my babies, ignore the weird white lump of flesh she’s laying on #cat #cat #cat #cat #cat #cat #cat