And apparently September is suicide awareness month, how ironic

Don't post here. But I'm sad. Really sad. I find rest in them, pahinga ko siya eh, pero it feels like they don't feel solace in me, not like I do with them. I'm so tired, hearing them gives me rest but I don't think it goes both ways. Where in I'd like to hear them, they'd rather be quiet together

Don't post here at all but I feel bad and don't know where else to put it. I'm not hurt, I just feel like I failed. Hays. One thing man, the one fucking thing and I still fucked it up. Castrating myself